Life of a Quitter?

Life of a Quitter?
I am here in the amazing state of Mississippi. I am in the capitol: Jackson, Mississippi. You know what's cool about Jackson? Seriously, do you know, I can't find anything. I went out last night with my friend. We went to downtown....downtown Friday night! There was nobody there, no restaurants open, no people wandering around. The only place where there were cars was the graveyard and the cancer center. Cancer and death - my two favorite things!
So, I came here for yet another audition (see blog: Life of a Musician). Through time, I have found that I often audition better when I don't really care what the outcome is. So, I figured that doing an audition in a place that I obviously didn't want to take, I would stand a chance at advancing for the first time in my auditioning career. Unfortunately, no such luck. I still suck, and I still can't play the clarinet.