i'm so frustrated! i was excited for formal recruitment for almost an entire year and now that i was invited back to one of the houses i wasn't comfortable in i'm out of luck until continuous open bidding or next year's formal recruitment. Hopefully Theta, AChiO, TriDelta, AlphaPhi, or DG will have COB because i just don't like the other 3...and I don't know if i want to do formal recruitment again because i'll be a 3rd year surrounded by 1st and 2nd years and having gone through this process already. This process was so exhausting and just draining. I don't know anymore...
