Friday, May 02, 2008
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White Blue Coma
This dream takes my breath in my sleep.
In this turmoil, nothing ever saves me but a stranger.
In a hospital, out of this mind frame.
My collar bone always broken.
My soul gently numb.
Im so helpless and young and freely lonely.
After the release hospitalization.
Hiding in this dark wih this oceans care.
I lay in my bed dreaming this threw out my years of age.
More then once I wake and sit there shaken from the cold night.
Its never going to change, and my collar bone is the easiest thing to break in my body.
I guess , Im just sensitive more then Id want to admit.
This cold is normal to me, even if my chin is lifted.
The hugs are the only warmth I know.
Never recovered I presume.
Cause I still dream of this, every so often
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Comments (4)
sorry about your collar bone.
@NightlyDreams - lol no my collar bone has never been broken, but i dream about it all the time
strange to have recurring dreams, makes you wonder about what they might mean.
there were several lines in this that I thought were darkly lovely.
@desecrationsmile - I asume me being broken, is my sensivity.
and as for the dark and strangers and hospitals I dont think I'll ever know untill it happens. maybe this... my my dreams telling me of when i will end my life. Im not sure tho