i have decided that i HATE days that i don't have to work. those are my most depressing days...the ones where i can't sleep at all....

to attempted an interview with the premed committee or not? that is the big question.

MCAT scores sucked...and everything is crumbling around me....people keep telling me to go ahead and try, but i am not sure if i can take another let down at this point..i'm not even sure if i am eligible to get an interview with the committee or not....that is the biggest thing i feel completely overwhelmed with. i just feel so alone and unsure....i just want to be a kid....i just want to be back in the college world....i don't want to play in the grown up one anymore....