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  • WHAT A FREAKIN' RANDOM WEEKEND! Good times....i cut the weekend a bit short cause i was supposed to go to Tristan's(fiance) bday shindig.....um.....i just laid on the bed right now...and couldn't get up....so...no party…
  • been laying awake in bed for a while.....but every sound i hear makes me think i hear shattering glass...i even went out onto the flippin' cold deck just now to see if anything was suspicious around my car. I hate all th…
  • so....i am so sucking at taking pics. i need to get a good self-pic for my pre-med committee applications. woosh....this is a decent one i think....leave me some feedback....i think the lighting sucks....and my eyes suck…
  • when it rains it pours.....my car was broken into last night. 2 shattered windows. too much glass everywhere. reminds me of the accident. called in a report. doesn't mean a thing. i've already contacted a salvage yard an…
  • my brother is really bummed out cause he isn't going to get to come home this weekend like planned. he hasn't been home in a while. it sucks. he never even got a bday celebration.....i am going home on thursday night or…
  • This is an interesting thing i found on someone elses site..... Guys: pay close attention to the 2nd part. it is all so true. Leave me some feedback if you think something is wrong or right.... GiRL TALK: [x] did y…
  • i am so confuzed....am i doing this to just say that i have moved on with my life or is that really true and i just needed a push in the right direction? why do i feel the need to do destructive behavior right now? fri…
  • we are all so random....i have been really bored. i have decided to do random pictures....very random-ish. bored. so if you happen upon my site randomly....don't be scared of the very random pics. um....work was unevent…
  • i hurt so bad. stood on my feet for 12 hours straight. grr. why did they decide to do deep cleaning day on sunday night...and only schedule 3 workers. we closed at 9. got out at 11. blows bubbles. and i have to be righ…
  • i just want to sleep....is that too much to ask?
  • thanks for the call. just being randomly hopped up on caffeine. bored. random. shaking. being random. worked 2-close tonight. am working 11-close tomorrow. it sucks, but i will be getting nearly 40 hours this week. glad…
  • do you know what really perked me when i woke up this morning? a text message from a friend of mine from WOF, it said, " i love you and i hope all your dreams come true because you only deserve the very best." of cours…
  • all i want for christmas is my two front teeth, my two front teeth, my two front teeth.....heheheh...that song cracks me up! um....um...um. got my teeth done. looks like someone hit me in the mouth(top gum line is black…
  • I am going to admit shame and defeat! The corn maze kicked our butts! There were two sections of it and we made it through the 1st in decent time....we kind of got hung up on the 2nd one though....and a worker had to l…
  • i have decided that i HATE days that i don't have to work. those are my most depressing days...the ones where i can't sleep at all.... to attempted an interview with the premed committee or not? that is the big question…
  • thanks a lot for the call tonight....it meant a lot.
  • i feel tired....but good. long day today...ish. did kickboxing for 80 minutes. then went to kaldi's to work on some pre-med stuff. got most of my personal statement written. it is a bit short, but i didn't want to make t…
  • dude! what is it with people trying to proposition me randomly for stuff.....i need to stop leaving aways messages as "in the shower. wanna join?" or in bed. wanna join?" random people are trying to take me seriously abo…
  • Work. work work. worked 10-5. pretty uneventful. ish. then went to a seminar...on healthcare literacy....who da thunk that it was important for doctors to be able to read???? kidding....hopefully you would realize that…
  • Here are some random pics from dinner in columbia last night! This is ali, chris, marie, and moi at some pasta place This is Ali and Chris throwing up their supposed "Gangsta" signals. Kristi, Chris, Ali…
  • wow....the weekend was random.... i had tons of girl talk time with kristi and amanda mae. wish that amanda could have stayed longer....i also got to hang out with john-john. i forgot how much i missed him. he reminds …
  • another non-sleep-filled night.
  • kristi and i are making a road trip! i am so going to pass out....before deciding to go, she and i did cardio kickboxing for 80 minutes. i feel good. energized. nothing like driving on unfamiliar roads from 9pm-1am....go…
  • i am such a freakin' wreck today...started with a 7:30am phone call from my boss asking me to come in early....as i am trying to wake up on kristi/carrie/allie's couch. stayed there the night and had a random fun movie n…
  • I love the Sarah McLachlan song "I will remember you" Remember the good times that we had? I let them slip away from us when things got badHow clearly I first saw you smilin’ in the sunWanna feel your warmth upon me, I …
  • does anyone know what huge event made my weekend? my grandma saying "you look skinnier. have you lost weight?" It was definitely a huge pick me up at that moment. Getting ready to start Turkey Trotting with Kristi ton…
  • a little nervous and sad about the impending call. worked all day....early to late. Leah and I were both supposed to get off at 3, but we ended up going out the SMS's Baptist student union and giving away free coffee, c…
  • just got back to good old springfield. i love my friends. I have been looking to make closure with things lately and i think a return to the old is just the right thing for me.I brought my cello back with me. it is time…
  • it is now 4am and sleep has eluded Leila....tomorrow shall be a fun fun day.
  • Even though this has to do with Revelation....i try to apply it to my situation today. Forgive me if i use it not in context with the Bible. I just feel comforted by this verse... Revelation 21:4 And God shall wipe aw…
  • i needed some closure today. from all the pain and hurt of the last 6 months. I drove out to warrensburg and went to the accident site. it was nothing like that night. it was cool, but bright and sunny. the land bears n…
  • Had a spectacular girls night out with cheryl, amanda, jamie, and.....phil. I'm not sure when phil became a so-called girl. but i met with them at starbucks...didn't get anything(shocking huh?) and then we went to a hi…
  • there's no place like home....there's no place like home! yay for getting my wish. i will be home friday night through monday for my doc appt. call me!
  • Have you ever had the experience that you hit it off with a guy. same interests. just plain randomness. but then he goes, "one time my girlfriend <insert random anecdote>." and you just sigh and go blah... just r…
  • THE RULES: List five songs that you are currently loving. It doesn't matter what genre they are from, whether they have words, or even if they're any good, but they must be songs you're really enjoying right now.Post the…
  • i sick....snuffly, drippy, and sound like crap. call me and keep me company-ish.
  • woosh...i am so bored right now. Wow, i have no social life. i might as well be a cat lady. or in my case a bunny lady. just feel a little down tonight. going to bed...maybe. work at 9am tomorrow
  • grrr...again...stupid car. what should have been a simple bulb replacement in my tail light has turned into a short in the wiring..i don't have time to go figure that out due to work. gonna come home and try to deal with…
  • randomly enjoying my day off...being really lazy....trying to wait aroudn for my shoes to come...my cute little kangeroos! they go hippity-hoppity....! heheheh. in the process of doing laundry...blah...so boring...want t…
  • today has just been one of the best days lately. it's nice. Friends visiting and talking. my heart feels lighter. i may actually be able to have peaceful sleep tonight. yay....
  • i love you so much carrie(and kristi)! thank you for all the love and encouragement you two have given me lately! I know that I have God and you guys and that means the world to me. On another note...i love mattie! I f…
  • all this hurt, i'm not sure i could ever go through it again.
  • being a good girl. except for last night. i had a great time celebrating brandi's bday with Kristi, E, B, and aerobics chris. and then manuel came(nearly 1 1/2 hours late, but considered somewhat on time if you are latin…

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