so...my laptop sucks and is deciding to be a bad, bad puppy right now! I tried repremanding it, but it is still being stubborn. called dell tech support and they said that to try and work on it i would just need my wind…
it's good to be home....did the usual rounds and saw people. amanda t, amanda mae and family, the now annual christmas eve party/pajama party/chili party at a few of amanda mae's friends house up in excelsior.
All i ha…
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Name: LeilaSingle or Taken: Single Sex: FemaleBirthday: 11/15/1983
Sign: Scorpiosiblings: 1 brotherEye color: dark brownHeight: 5' 4" (on a good day)Innie or Outie: InnieWhat are you wearing righ…
So.....I'm down right, officially lonely.....not in the "i want to be in a romantic relationship" way, but in a "i want to go home and be with my family and friends" way. I haven't seen a lot of my friends here lately a…
do you know what is nice? When an ex just randomly messages you after forever(2+ years) not talking and telling you that he was sorry that he was such a jerk....
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All that stuff just brought up such bad memories. And who am I trying to kid, you know? A clean break is easier. You can reset it and it heals and then you move on. But if you leave things messy or things…
so....had spectacular girls christmas shindig....with eric.
Allie, me, kristi and carrie....the 4 former roomies together again...
B, K, and C ready to duke it out at twister.
ultim…
forget the great happy dreams.....i want those back....last night i had a huge nightmare....i was so upset and agitated that i was crying when i woke up. grr...
This is all my stupid subconscious bringing up stuff that …
does anyone ever have those great dreams--i mean, the perfect dream...where everything is good, life is great, no more sadness or regret or guilt.....and then you wake up....
It really sucks when the dreams do not mirro…
todays events: slept, worked, work christmas party, saw leah, won a portable dvd player, came home. going to bed at granny hour.
tomorrow: trip with amber to kirksville
will post some random pics when i get over my laz…
10 Firsts:First Best Friend: Miranda SmithFirst Screen Name: leilakdeinyFirst Real Kiss: i plead the 5th based to my stupidity as a college freshman
First Pet: my rabbit, mustachesFirst Piercing: ears... First Crush: Ry…
not to sound humble or anything....I think i looked hot for my interview....cute new hair....very respectable....and i looked confident(not something i usually do)! I looked in the mirror this morning and i realized tha…
Well, my big committee interview is tomorrow at 9:30. 5 professors. i only know 3, but these 3 professors scare the crap out of me. i've prepared some answers to questions, but there is only so much that amber and i can…
do you know what my favorite thing to do is? DANCING!
oh my freakin' goodness....i just realized that from 5pm yesterday to 5:30pm today, i have worked 17 1/2 hours.....and only 2 1/2 of those other off hours was i sleeping....a girl said that i looked so tired that my eyes…
it's ending....letting go....i feel it...kinda saddened that it seems to them that i'm not worth it....but at the same time, i am accepting it. life goes on....
so....i saw a psychic/shamen today....don't ask me how i got dragged into it....it was interesting...went with 2 other girls from work. it would figure that the other 2 would get clear info filled sessions....and he sai…
belize is sending me info and an application......i am actually kind of excited. i know it won't probably happen, but it is entertaining to say the least....
