| This week the trend....Somehow I always get the urge to update my xanga when I'm sick.
This allows my entries to make me seem insane.
But I really am insane....whatever.
I was going to devote this paragraph to how school is going. But I'm
not even sure how I feel about it.It's this strange feeling when as
soon as I get home I wish I wasn't going the next day, but at the end
of the day I'm glad I went.
I've been very bothered lately
by the fact that I apparently make no attempt to go out of my way and
talk to someone outside of school. The only way I communicate with
people is through Myspace. Ashlyn is the only person I talk to on the
telephone. Slowly but surely I'm turning into a hermit. & I'm not
sure if it's because I feel like I should be alone, and I'm going
through some weird teenage phase or if I'm just used to being home
alone so much that it's what feels natural to me. It's so weird. I read
& watch movies and that's the only reason I know what being a
teenager is like, observation.
Love, fruit loops
Devon
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| It's so hard to want to help so badly -- and never be able to. The
hopeless feeling is like bags and bags of sand being put in your chest
for safe keeping, weighing you down. Its the salt from the water, all
over your skin and making you feel so tired.
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| Dearest XangaYou need a new layout.
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| BirthdayAs much as I would like to invite you all to a birthday party, I must
admit I am one of those anti-social birthday people so I'm not having a
party. I haven't had a party since I was nine =)
But it's my birthday never-the-less.
I just woke up so it's going great already.
<333
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| Macadamias This entry has nothing to do with Macadamias. Just so you know.
It has everything to do with school ending, at long last.
My birthday is in three days.
Erm...nothing else really interesting is going on. I left the house three days & three nights now. I'm proud of myself.
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