Thursday, July 31, 2008

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      I am just breaking apart.Just stretched here and there.Anyway today morning,got on stage to be presented to school as head monitor then got on stage again to collect cert for RYC.Took photo with the VP.Had physics test then SS test.whereby sir again told me not to lie down on the chair during sleeping session.But i realise some phenomenon i think some teachers have lost my name,no more heng xuan now its head monitor.man what the hell man!Emaths lesson was screwy,i was just tired of emaths during the double period when i thought i muttered(blurted loudly acutally) Man!i am tired of this fat ass! Sir stared at me and said what?then i was oh shit lucky he didnt hear properly so i just said nothing sir.phew happen second time shouted this lesson is damn boring!oh well i have one retarded mouth:X
      Afternoon:Australian maths competition waste of time.Made our way to KAP and met winston and his 3 comrades sat at the same place as last time,caught this acsi guy with 4 girls haha.i think he was from Js oh well.Then saw the same couple as last visit to KAP.the groping couple.The guy keeps groping the girl and kissing her while she studies.I think i saw his hand go into her skirt.god knows what happened.Had alot of laughs as usual.damn fun!went home nap then com till now.sibeh long!
      Wow..really so much are happening so fast.Premonitions are coming true,things are dying or growing.but overall i am just stressed from these..all these.i admit that i am close to yield,i rarely yield.Trying my best to help those who need help,trying to lead different things,trying to understand difficult people.Just trying.i need to get this out of my head.i just hope,wish that all this could be done swiftly,but of course then again only that is fairytale beliefs.I need to see that as a goal to continue fighting,helping,caring.I cant burn out just like that.I am just a kid not some monolith.
      Walls are here not to prevent us from moving but to show how hungry we are to reach that something beyond the wall,how much we need or want it.

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