well, you all will be happy to know that im giving up on there ever being an us again. i need some new people in my life. this icon is so what i needed to see.lol!!! i love that movie!!! the few things i hate about him:

 i hate how he dosent talk to me

i hate how he flirts with my bestfriend

i hate how he looks at other girls like he used to look at me

i hate how he think hes all cool now that he went out with me

 i hate how he tells everyone to not be my friend

i hate how people always take his side

i hate how he looks right through me

i hate his smile b/c its just so contageous

i hate how he knows everything that on my mind

 i hate how when im sad  he always trys to make me laugh

 i hate how i know that i will never be as close to him as i was

i hate how i wont ever hear his voice the same way

 i hate how i cant get over him

 i hate how people tell me to move on when i know that  im trying as hard as i can to

 i hate how now i realized that i was the only one that meant it when i said i love you

i hate how i know that i will never have him again as my friend or as my buddy or as my anything and everything. 

but out of all of these things i hate how i know that there all true even though i dont want them to be.

hey long time no update!!! well nuthin much has changed over here but jacob broke up with me but im not sad ne more b/c haley  is the best and is letting me talk to one of her friends and he sounds like a really great guy and maybe wwe caan get something started!! who knows!!! well i get 2 go to my grandparents house 2night and chill with them but ill update in a couple of days.

 love yas!!!

livi

hey!!!!!!!!! wow its been like 4never since i updated!!! oh well. alot has gone on and its been like sooooooooooooo weird. well im getting a important phone call from jacob soo ill talk at yall later!!!!!!

peace!!!!!!!

livi

omg!!!!!! i have strep throat!!!!!!!!!!!! this is sooooo stupid. last night i was fine but then my brother gave it to me!!!!!! i dint go to school sooo ne one from school that reads this hey!!!!!!!!i missed you all today. well i feel like crap soo im gonna go to sleep and try and get better. ill update later!!!

livi

that for ne one from school tyhat knows who we say it is!!!!!!! 

lol!!! jessi look its ber!!!! i love you ber!!!!!!!!!! and your milkshakes do bring all the boys to the yard!!!!!!!!!!lol!!!!!!!!