Do you ever feel that you've had the most depressing day?  I'm seriously freakin hopeless right now for some reason.  But you won't see it when you're with or talkin to me because I never show it to others and the reason is because it'll make them feel awkward--I carry on with my content self as if there is nothing wrong with me.  I guess that I was so wrapped up in pretending to be content, that I actually believed that there was actually nothing wrong with me.  But each and every single time I've done so, the depression builds more and more - the hopelessness reaches new peaks.  My costumes become scarce--my world oscillates--I can't see clear.. or think straight--I don't know what's right--I lose grip.. hope--I can't hang on--slipping--I have no more strength; I'm hanging off the edge of a cliff with no "motivation" to climb back up.. compression of the mind.  It'll wear off eventually, and confuse it's meaning up to the point of apathy, where things become just in an unjust manner.  Maybe I'm thinking too much.  No one likes a whiner.  I'm going to sleep. Peace out G lol.

Here's a new pic.  This one is for you, Alyssa.