Thursday, January 26, 2006

  • Last night...

    So, last night was really weird.  I learned some things about someone that I didn't know and I won't lie about how I felt after.  Some of these things made me feel something I haven't felt for someone outside my family in a really long time.  I care about this someone very much and I told him last night just how much I care about him.  That's something I have not been able to say in a really long time to someone outside my family.

    I know you're all so very interested in things I have to say, hence why I'm telling you all this.  I just feel so much happier about myself, knowing that peoples' actions in  the past, partially people I considered to be my best friends at one point, are having less and less control of my life now.  I know that they never intentionally hurt me the way they did, but they should know that they did.  I don't really see any point in letting them know beside the fact that it lifts a great burden off my shoulders.  I truly believe that if people are aware of their mistakes in the past, they will be better people in the future.  I'm sorry if that seems idealistic in any way, but it's how I feel.  I doubt the people I'm referring to even bother reading my Xanga anymore, but if they do, I want them to know that they meant a lot to me and they still do.  I'm sorry if I hurt them because I certainly never meant to, and I hope that they're sorry they hurt me.

    OK, I need to stop before I turn into an Emo-Slut.

    More of my fascinating words later.

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