Sunday, January 29, 2006

• Night of Reconsideration

  I've been doing some thinking this week.  I'm not sure if it's because it's been the type of week to be doing so or if it's because it's the week that it is. [Girls would understand that, better].  Anyway, I've been considering myself in the present and myself in the future.  It hasn't been so much about the past, but I know that some of my past has influenced myself in the present and undoubtedly will do so in the future.  In the present, I've noticed that a sense of shyness has gotten to an extreme point, where I'm afraid of talking to people I shouldn't be.  After getting some friendly advice on the subject, I've come to the conclusion that I cannot end up like a certain hermit who shall remain nameless.  Anyway, that's me in the present, basically. 

  In the future, I'm thinking about a career change.  Don't worry, I'm not doing anything rash yet.  I want to take some courses in computer and web design because apparently, I'm into that stuff now.  I have this Xanga, a Myspace, Facebook and I notice that I love posting info, changing the layouts, adding my own personal touches, and the like.  So, maybe I could be doing something like a Professional Blogger.  I have no idea.  It's not looking good for an internship b'c if I'm going to live off campus next year w/ CJ, I'll need money for that, which would mean a JOB over the summer.  I'd probably be taking some classes, which would mean wasting money, but whatever....

  I guess I'm just confused right now. 

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