i closed mi eyes. i dun feel i deserve such a look of kindess. Sitting on mi bed i feel horribly unworthy and strangely isolated, as though i am being punished for loving him.... the happiness that had filled meh onli a …

i am sickly these days... the fever hasn't gone off again.. mi very best boy friend has gone back to his hometown... mi boyfriend has gone over a trip again for like one and a half months... mi mother has gone out of the…