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  • Up all night once again When I saw my doctor on Friday he worried I was in a manic state. I assured him I was not and I just got hyper when really tired.I did sleep since then but not last night. Its 7am now and Nic i…

  • So I went to the doctors yesterday afternoon. They have put me on anti seizure medication in the hope it will prevent any more seizures. Its called Epilim and I believe its the name for the New Zealand and Australian mar…

  • Trip to the emergency room last night Last night I was online in Nics office and installing my webcam. All I remember is everything starte flashing and i tried to get up and move the next thing i knew nic had come …

  • writing again i think one dropon my handfalling from the skyopens with a quiet breathDampening my faceEvery dropFalling on my skinSpills from the cloudsRipples in its growing echoEach dropDancing on my tongueEchoes…

  • It was a beautiful and warm day in Christchurch, New Zealand. Its supposed to be mid winter yet all the blossum trees are blooming and it felt like winter was over. This winter has been very mild and I wonder how much th…

  • I made some new banners for my website.

  • It seems I am improving in my blog keeping skills. I really wanted to write more in my diary. I felt that siince I lost my old blog my entries have been some what sparce. It is also very good for therapy. It he…

  • I was greeted this morning by this stunning pink array of equipment and the requisite white Theo bully. No No we can not dye the bulldog pink he does have pride you know and I have no wish to go and destroy my bubbuys …

  • This is a little bit of a rant as I have sat here gazing happily at a review of the seagate barracuda 404GB external harddrive with its reasonable price, excellent speed and best of all the 5 year warranty which pushed t…

  • Saturday, August 13, 2005 New Domains: www.anorexia-files.com and www.bulimia-files.com So I have brought two new domains http://www.anorexia-files.com/ and http://www.bulimia-files.com/ at the moment the conten…

  • Tuesday, August 09, 2005 Spinach and ricotta tortellini It is strange how soon things can change and become the opposite of what they were just so recently. How recently you ask?? Well I'm too lazy to check but …

  • Thursday, February 03, 2005 Have not posted in my diary in so long because there is something so weird in my headIm ashamed to really post about how I am feeling but I will try.. I missed my doctors appointment today pr…

  • Sunday, February 06, 2005Sunday somewhere in Febuary I cut last night. FOrtunatly not too badly only though since I'm packing and I packed all my razors and knives except for one. It was not very sharp. I cut my ankle …

  • Saturday, February 12, 2005Hallucinations: Strange night Ok this was my evening last night.I suffer from long term insomnia currently taking imovane or zoplicone as its termed. I am supposed to take upto two pills when…

  • Tuesday, February 15, 2005 The day after valentines I managed to somehow overcome my fear and got my scales out yesterday they will now remain out. In their rightful place beneath the dreaded mirror. To allow my…

  • Wednesday, February 16, 2005 One day at a time I wonder what they thought when they coined that phrase. Whomever "they" were.Just one day. One day each time.what are you supposed to do with that one day?I live m…

  • Friday, February 25, 2005 only what is real i bleed and i paint a picture of my sin in my bloodi watch it flower unlike i couldwatch it dryshrivel like i shouldand I want to screambut i have no voicei am boundwi…

  • Wednesday, March 09, 2005 Just another day in the life of a strange girl proud because my credit card statement arrived and i took out my blackmarker and blacked out my credit card number so i wont waste more mo…

  • Thursday, March 10, 2005Nirvana: I hate myself and i want to die Yes one of the songs of the with the lights out 3cd collection.. I like a little Nirvana mostly the songs from the unplugged album but whenever I see thi…

  • Saturday, March 12, 2005ugly person inside and out All day i spent on the toilet until it burned. I have manged to kind of restrict for two dayshaving b/ps only in the evening. Tonight I went out. Well not really out. …

  • Today I know I havent been around much I havent been feeling well. Im back though and will try to update more.... ill get new photos of theo toohttp://img.photobucket.com/albums/v133/miirage/new/Picture22.jpghttp:/…

  • Friday, July 15, 2005 Just so tired Its 10:54am I feel like I have woken from a 100 year sleep. It was the first real sleep i had in three days. Sitting in the dark with sunglasses on because your eyes are so se…

  • Wednesday, July 20, 2005 I forgot to take the recycling out and that really annoys me. I hate having the bin full for a whole extra week.Awwww Theo just came to say hello and has settled on my feet!! So good bec…

  • 11:39pm Saturday Evening Good evening diary and whomever is reading you.Been a quiet day and night. I have washed my dog , discovered my ex is badmouthing me, did my hair, and some work. Im running a virus scan bec…

  • Saturday, August 06, 2005Another day of life - Will it ever end I am laying my hopes on Avian Bird Flu hopefully the panademic predicted will take me out. My immune system is atrocious and I am weak and tired surely I ca…

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