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  • Today was easy going. I came back to school around 7th period ((from wall climbing...oh man i reached the top!! sit down coco! sit down!)) then just went to 8th period lunch. Work was easy going...I kept playing Wilco o…

  • today was long. school. emily. chrissy and her very metro friend. another huge party monster lover. figures. today was the first day of contact with emily..for about three months. a bunch of people are mad at me for even…

  • as you stare into my face. your stare. all i want to do is hold you and cry. but for now i will smile and tell you

  • im done. its passed. everything.

  • remembering you running softly in the night you where bigger and brighter then snow you screamed at the make believe you screamed at the sky you finally found all your courage to let it all go

  • as you now sit and breathe in stale air ill write another love song in the past tense of how two people once defyed the stars an understanding larger then creation \ embrace me tight. unison.

  • he is so cute. the way he sneaks into my emtpy bed. in public places. the way he walks. how he smiles at the silliest things. how he isnt afraid to laugh at dumb things with me. he is so cute how he takes small things t…

  • I woke up to the noise of my tv. Mark left without waking me up, I missed a call from Emily and Im drinking cold coffee that I made around one at now 6:47 am. I always wake up at the most random times..((oh i will be goi…

  • It seems like I have been crying all day and still cant figure it out. My doctor said she thinks my sickness is starting from all my anxiety and little sleep. Times like now I really miss emily. Just talking to her, sh…

  • i saw this in tricas xanga...i was so tempted i pissed my pants . where were your parents born? chicago and ireland . what is the last thing you downloaded onto your computer? radiohead. what's your favorite restaurant?…

  • promise me you will never hold yourself back from having any regrets

  • i hate river forest. i hate oak park. i hate my highschool. i hate dust. i hate neon green. i hate fat kids that take up the hallways. i hate people who expect me to put up with there bullshit. i hate the r…

  • jennys comming after you.

  • god damn to many of my friends are metrosexuals.

  • kill hannah was really good last night...i kept bumping into a lot of people i knew and it made me happy to see them all again on the same night...i felt kinda sick before the show but on the way back home i really start…

  • tonight was fun and i cant wait until tomorrow.

  • he screamed out he would love again she turned her face, but no one would hear her cry. ill pretend it ment something so much more. hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha laa laaa la la her old bedtime story book, that c…

  • matt called me out of the blue. making this night into a perfect one. ive missed him so fucking much.

  • as you start to believe that you understand everything.. reality comes to play the role as theif

  • school school school smoke school nap schoooool work....muffin. school school music school

  • Nothing really happend as plan...alex, wendy and myself went to a show. It was somewhere in this building that was falling apart. I told ryan i didnt wanna pay so we climbed up a little until we got to the fire exit ladd…

  • gray no petals no introduction gray matter for introspectionwater making and breaking seeming finefaith no martyr no resolution depth of water over our heads inbreath restricted all suffocation ...breatha trippy absolu…

  • I saw mark and charlie today...thats good considering i never really get to see them as much. I supposed to go out again with alex and julia...im just way to fucking tired. I feel bad because i stopped calling julia. s…

  • School went by so slow...I had so many tests and quizes, only working on about three hours of sleep. After school I had to so straight to work (great harvest). Katie was the only one in today and she felt sick so it was …

  • so much drama going on now with everyone... always made me laugh.

  • aww i missed going to claires today with david. it turns out i had to work...i was just me and this other girl who is about two years older then myself so it was really relaxing. I found The Bends cd which made me really…

  • and now introducing the life of richey edwards: disappeared on Feb 1st 1995

  • hmm...last night was crazy......elana, panda, jon! ((i was so happy to see jon again)), pat...and i cant remember the name of the other peeps...they ended up leaving in like an hour so they dont even matter. i miss every…

  • i just came back from dennys...julie told me that i just missed jon and his "crazy lesbian friends". eh. this whole day i felt so sick...and i have work tomorrow at nine..so that means only about five hours of sleep to…

  • mono is touring north america.. . 10/12 - @ Empty Bottle - Chicago IL anyone wanna go with me...? they are all ive been listening to ..over and over this weekend should be fun...the house to myself again ^.^ <3 …

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