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There are no best ways
there are only alternatives.
If you observe every moment in your life,you'll notice that you always,always have the option between two choices; to be Right or to be Happy. This very decision made will determine your state of mind, not just at the moment of choice but also the moments that follow. We often see every situation as happening to ourselves but never for ourselves.  I am no exception for this matter, especially when it comes to relationships.
would you rather be right, or be happy? 
That is a battle that you will never win,
a game that you shouldn't even have gotten yourself into. I finally gotten a new laptop backpack because my current HP sling bag is not a good choice if you've to carry it around college all day. My fingers were literally swollen okay,and sometimes it even gets to the extent that my hand shivers because my bag was way too heavy; boohoo.  I am going to Pulau Redang in less than two weeks time,with my classmates for our semesters Design Studio 2 site analysis,designing a Diver's Point and i'm sure it'll be lots of fun without unnecessary dramas like our previous semester trip. Work is starting to get piled up especially the 3Ds MAX programme which is driving me cuckoo right now.As much as I love going to class, (INSIDE JOKE    ) I still do not enjoy using 3Ds MAX at all.
It does not look fun at all right! I'm keeping my fingers crossed man seriously,so much for architecture.  Anyway, I know its easier said than done when it comes to realizing how LUCKY we all are. Wake up to a new day tomorrow and look very closely at what you take for granted everyday; your dog which has that adorable facial expression whenever you see it in the morning, the sun that never fails to rise every day, and the people who loves you of course! Just by appreciating what is and not hankering for more will never fail you.
Good luck folks. ♥
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I Am Enough & Am I Enough.
First of all,I hope you're all having a better day than myself. I have been spacing in and out occasionally,and i've not been behaving like my usual self lately; its not like you readers would actually get it anyway but I am in need of a pat on the back seriously. This is gonna be another post to rant my heart out,so pleasure reading. I just got home after watching Wall-E and as i was leaving the cinema earlier getting into the closest toilet, i overheard a group of kids under the age of 10 (hints Yee Wa,yes they're round!) going on and on immitating the Eva & Wall-e which instantly cracked up a smile. I actually reminded myself to write this down on my blog tonight,so i guess the aftermath of a movie like that really does work its magic on you don't you think so?
I have dedicated all my time & life for way too long to make a change & hopefully grow up and out of it. You know how frustrating it is to keep reminding yourself how important it is to change your ways to make the people around you happy. Even when it comes down to a point where people start neglecting your undying efforts to go over and over again changing at all cost; just to keep someone happy. There is no room for me,for at least its now a one way thing because I am the one who needs to grow up, to learn how to figure things out, to deal with acceptance & ignorance and I finally realized how much of a waste it was considering how things resulted. I never had the chance to really express the way i feel because I know that nobody really cares; I'm the one making all the mistakes obligated to apologize and yes I am sorry.
The truth is, I can't keep up with it.
I am just that stupid girl who
never get things right the first time.
"CAN SOMEBODY JUST REACH OUT
TO ME AND TELL ME
THAT I LOVE YOU SO MUCH
THAT YOU'RE ENOUGH?"
Please stop taking every piece of me and putting it onto that hot flaming frying pan to cook the life out of me. I am sitting her fuming with heartache and tears rolling down my cheeks hoping that somebody out there knows that I am not feeling okay. I hate being in such a position where I am writing it out here expressing myself to anonymous readers which I doubt would understand.
Am I Enough?
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I Am Tired
full stop.
good day loves. The college workloads have finally kicked in,which explains why am I still awake at this hour and the stupid Trojan Virus which came from the numerous Thumb drives i've been plugging in lately is literally killing me softly man. I'm using Kaspersky for now, through Viruslist.com which pointed out the obvious that "I have a virus". I am feeling fucking stressed up right now correcting my Autocad drawings over and over again,layer after layer and converting them over to 3DMAX; my life is pretty damn sad right now. I hate ranting all this down but I am feeling so frustrated flipping through books always learning it the hard way and i have to wake up for class at 8am which ends at 5pm tomorrow. Where do i find all the time to balance everything out i wonder,perhaps that is why I am going cuckoo and I am in need of a source to release my anger.  can somebody please provoke me right now!
Medusa wtf.
On a lighter note, my day wasn't exactly that bad to begin with. I still had my fair share of fun in college,worrying that i might slip and fall for wearing flip flops walking in the slippery floors caused by the rain and meeting up with Alvin earlier tonight. Then here i am working on my 3DMAX which is such a pain in the ass while checking out my updates on Facebook. I'm sure there are more people which a more horrifying scenario than myself on Facebook. I have this policy of having only people i know on my Facebook list, unless of course you're someone i'd like to know; but i just can't stand people who randomly adds someone else up irregardless of mutual connections. And wtf is wrong with people sending application requests,i've deleted everything two months back here it is again. Mind you I started facebook this year and i've barely touched most of the applications. I'm not a big fan of online messaging, be it Inbox messages or comment boxes; i'm sure most friends would have noticed by now that i'm not really keen when it comes to online messaging.
Alvin claimed that i have a very contrasting face,meaning the two opposite emotions are drastically different.The Friendly vs Bitchy is the most obvious one i guess. That is why it is so important to smile always,just in case. What do you think about your two different looks?
see you tomorrow! ♥
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Best friends
are like Chopsticks.
Words escape me at this moment
that seems like the end yet it is only the beginning
when friendships are close and dreams are far you were there for me
Tears fill me with memories of both good and bad
some nearly forgetton yet all dear to the heart
you were there for me in times of trouble and in times of thanks
you stood by my side and held me up
Through your ever-patient ears to your comforting hugs
Its such a pity that dreams drove us miles apart
There's a piece of you in every beat of my heart.
with you,
enough will never be enough. ♥
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