| ...Kinda hard to have a poll when nobody responds....
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| Poll...How long after a sibling's wedding should you plan your own wedding?
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| LoveI never knew what that word meant until a little less than a year ago. Well, in a relationship sense... But love is great and satisfying and fulfilling.... Even when we aren't in the best mood, I'd still rather have him than anyone else. I have the other part of me, and I'm never going to let go... 
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| make it all go away...i have never wanted something so bad that i couldnt have....
right now i'm on my couch, bawling my eyes out. how is it so hard for me to let go for a week? not even a full week, but just sunday night thru friday afternoon... i feel like my world just ended because i didnt get to keep a hold of him. when he backed out of my driveway, i felt part of me go with him. how can one person become so reliant on another? people are shitty liars that will stab you in the back to get ahead after they just swore their life to protect you. but not him... he's the one person that i can talk to no matter what. he's the one person that knows so much about me he has to tell me things about myself. he's the one that completes me, and while he's in ruston i feel so naked and so alone... he gets to go back to his friends there, and i'm here with just my cat. my cat and an empty spot in my bed. i have no choice but to endure this, but i honestly don't know how i'm going to make it until march.
god, if you're listening... just fast forward... for once, let me skip out on the pain, you've dealt me a bad hand my whole life... just, for once, let me be happy....
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| He's in Colorado....
I didn't realize how much I really love him....
I'm utterly lost without him................
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