mood:<<<feeling a good but a bit bummed out.

Hi everyone HAPPY BELATED ST. PATRICKS DAY! this week was a blast and everone before I get into what I did this week dose luv you=love you?!?! O_O......yesss......anyway this week was lots of fun. Alot of thinking was done this week...I thought of lots of people during the week and my brain has not had a break sence. I'm a bit tierd but happy.....My friends are some of the best people I know and I just wanted to give a special thank you to all of them for getting me through some of the most outrageous things and times as well as for my family thank you guys you rock my sockz!!!!^_^ Now for the fun stuff!!!........-_- you guys....do you think that its wrong to not be able to express your feelings. The other day I was talking to my friend  and that person got a little to intimate with the way they expressed themselves to me......it didn't bug me but facinated me. It's something I have most probably have never encounterd before and it just gave me a whole new set of feelings that I have never felt before. I have no idea what they are but I like the way they make me feel. It's like something is happening to me I day dream in my spare of time, am more relaxed and have more insperation  for my art.It's wonderful but sadly I come to the realization that this wont  last for long ..... I told my mother about the way this made me feel and dosent like it..... "Why would they say this??? why you are to young and have crossed the line. that person jacked it up for you." but why?!? all they said was......uhhh" "you see it's all in your mind!!! you cant do this!" "uhhh...Please dont do this! please.....don't take this away.....not this..."   "this is NUTS! why i dont know who the person is and furter more you will have no chance of meeting them! besides will they care this much latter on??!? That person is in a higher grade than you and will go to colledge and forget about you!!!" I faught back the tears and thought to myself and then spoke "DONT TAKE THAT PERSON FROM ME!!!!! I BEG YOU!!! AND WHY IS IT A CRIME TO EXPRESS YOUR SELF!!!!*crying* why cant you just let me be? why is it so hard for you?! I love you and you know be better than that! i cant belive you!........why do you you take my happyness? and I realy do care for that person...." "ummmmm you really care? dont you.......BY WHY DONT YOU TELL ME WHAT IS HAPPENING???!!!" "*crying* i did but you dont listen....to me....I told you about what had happend and that is a part of it......" "well you know what....I'll think about it and dont talk to me that way...I'm not mad I just worry.....anything can happen..besides your mind should be in school and I dont want that for you......" and with that she walked away...and left me to think about things. well you guy's you realy cant make everyone happy......well i got to go and think some more and enjoy the time I think I have left to enjoy this so I love you all and laterz!!

the moni-chan

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Quote of the day:"Is your brain broken or something?"-inuyasha!!!! ^_^