Currently Playing Wolf's Rain By Yoko Kanno strangers....*sighs* see related

mood:>>>feeling better...but my brain is in other places.....lol

Hello all how are you doing? fine I hope sowwy about the other day I was not myself and I havent felt right for a week now....idk something is coming and I can feel it. I have had moments that have felt like fleeting dreams for a while. I have also been a bit snapy and I apologize to all....I dont know what is wrong with me....I cant put my finger on it but I feel alone, sad,aggrevated and tierd..... I also have been tryed to help out my friends and family with somethings ant it seems that they are....floating out of my grasp.....I wont give up on them...I cant they need me and I will always be there for them. I'm also have been told to give up my cherished one.......by my family and others...I dont know what to do. I feel wonderfuly happy with this person.

this person likes everything I like "loves" me for who I am and it feels just so right to be this way........ and lots of time and thought went in to what we have now. It's so presious to me like a dream come to life.......but...if my family and god want this......I geuss.....I guess I have to......not that i want to but you know if it's for the greater good i'm all for it. I geuss we cant have everything we want in life. But at the moment I geuss I have to enjoy it while it lasts.....like all of the other wonderful things in my life that have been taken...I wish that this one will live one in my memory for all time. Well it's about time I get going love you all and wish me luck!

The Moni-chan

quote of  the day:"so when will it end? so when? When will we meet my friend?"-rajh rajmaya

Ps: leave a coment and what you think i should do about my problem if you want it would help! thank you! ^_^