Tuesday, July 22, 2008
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pain is a reality potion.
we are our most authentic selves when we're in pain. you can't fake the contrary. pain brings back the reality in all of us. your as down to earth as can be. it's what reminds you your alive, that your clock's still ticking. and it also calls for utmost authenticity. we all subconciously love authenticity. authentic chinese food, authentic ancient art, authentic words. authentic people. pain brings that out in people. in me. and i can finally be honest without fearing confrontation. it is sad that it takes that much to make me come to terms with myself, since i am allergic to pain, the honesty process happens only after severely unendurable circumstances.
but at least now i'm not afraid to speak up. to be honest.


