This was an important spring break. I spent it all in New York City staying with a friend. Didn't really consider going home cause I spend most of time running away from home and would've had to pay for my plane ticket, and I'd rather save up for tech gizmos instead. My break was fun because I visited a couple of colleges in NYC, going on tours and into Info Sessions and stuff. Don't panic, I'm not looking at immediately transferring, but I would like to keep my options open. Let's just say I'm not the happiest person where I am right now, and I'm trying to figure out if it's the school or me that's needs to change. Sadly, when I was originally applying for colleges, Williams was the only place I got to visit. Now I really wish I would have had the chance to visit other colleges I was applying to. Blog about college applications, yuck. Let's just say it allowed me to see all that Williams is and isn't and allowed for a reevaluation of myself.
Have a good week.
(below) Unfinished blog of March 23rd, 2008
Damn. I've gotten into a mode of planning my blogs. Doesn't work for me cause then they start becoming all vague and theoretical. But I'd like to start off with a quote.
"It's better to be hated for what you are than loved for what you are not." - a friend's away message and Andre Gide (a French author and winner of the Nobel Prize in literature in 1947).
I like that. Up to this point, I've still been caught up in some kind of game where I don't play myself. Trying to play the cool kid in middle school and high school, and although I had my place amongst them, I didn't have a strong friendship with any of them. Which didn't really result in much now that high school is over. Don't get me wrong, I had a good group of friends and an awesome friend outside of high school, but I feel our bond could've been a lot stronger if I stuck around more loyally.
I don't know. I have commitment issues, friendship issues. Something.
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