well, this memory loss thing is starting its way to becoming a bigger bother. i am enjoying reliving the sense of accomplishment when i relearn and apply something. the hard part is the disappointment i feel when i initially discover that i forgot something. : / i've decided that along with writing, i need to pick up origami again.
i found out at breakfast this morning that i couldn't remember one of the most simple designs/folds... the puffy star. for me, it has a bit of value to it. i used to goof off with a co-worker & friend with them. we'd toss them at eachother constantly during work, especially if we felt the other was slacking. well, when he was killed... i made hundreds of these stars to cope with his untimely death. i guess i'm associating the making of these stars to my memory of him and feel that if i forget how to make them, i'm forgetting him.
i will create the stars again so i can at least feel like a part of him is still around. the stars come in pretty handy for decorations too.
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