This feels so weird. It's like looking back on the person I once was or something. Wow. I have no updated here in forever. I've been on blogspot, LJ and Microsoft word sharing my thoughts with T and J. Wow... where to begin. I said goodbye to T yesterday. It makes me cry to think about it. But I've come so very far. I am learning who I am more. That I am a goody-goody and am ok with that. Not in a superior type of way, I am just not meant to go to bars or drop f-bombs. That's just not who I am. For those who do, more power to you, but for me to do so is not being who I really am. I am fighting ED and winning. We'll see what J has to say on Wed. Oh well. I can always call again to check up or check in. So, that's helpful.

The kids are coming on Monday so the true internship will begin. I hope I do not get chairs thrown at me. Yes, I am serious. God is faithful, no matter what. This is very emotional and I am tired. I'll try to update more often I suppose, though I don't think anyone reads this. Or, anyone who I talk to anymore. Weird, this was a college thing. I only talk to a few people from MVNU anyway. I know more about Boston than I do about Quincy. I love my life actually. Regrets and all, as we talked about not focusing on them. Here's to vegan brownies and open mic nights. 

"Walk with me and work with me--watch how I do it. Learn the unforced rhythms of grace. I won't lay anything heavy or ill-fitting on you. Keep company with me and you'll learn to live freely and lightly."  Matt 11:29 (The Message)

"May you believe in God. But may you come to see that God believes in you. May you have faith in Jesus. But may you come to see that Jesus has faith that you can be like him. A person of love and compassion and truth. A person of forgiveness, and peace, and grace, and joy, and hope. And may you be covered in the dust of your rabbi, Jesus." - Rob Bell