This morning I woke up a little after 8 and was deciding which church I should go to. I searched around the net and decided to go to Park St. b/c I was there before with Seona. I put some new tunes on my mp3 player, got …

Now it's like 3x as wrong to like them so much because they're all married!!

Jewel - Life UncommonDon't worry mother, it'll be alrightAnd don't worry sister, say your prayers and sleep rightIt'll be fine love[r] of mineIt'll be just fineLend your voices only to sounds of freedomNo longer lend you…

I appear to be stuck in a funk. I am not sure how actual it is. I've been having these really scary thoughts at night when I'm half awake and half asleep. My mind races and panics, but I'm too out of to continue thinking…