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  • today was a good day. didn't eat anything at the festival thankfully. stayed after school for our football game against tohicken. won 35-0 or soemthing. i almost fainted because all i had was the black coffee the whole d…

  • intake - b - black coffee. s - nothing. l - nothing. s - diet pepsi. d - chicken again?: 140 calories. total = 140 calories. so only 2 minutes until i have to leave for the bus. but i'll write more later. i just have …

  • interim reports come out this friday too. beatstreet isn't until next friday (it's practically a nightclub for teenagers). thanks for all your advice on the fair, although i'm sure i'll be fine. intake- b - black coff…

  • hahh. today was fun. me and chase were text messaging all science class. he's pretty cool. cellphones are strictly forbidden though. if we get caught, they get taken away. boohoo. i'm careful about stuff like that and mr…

  • hmm. i felt fat today. ugly. and fat. i kind of like field hockey. we're doing it in gym class. jackie (my partner when we play keep away and stuff) says i'm good. and she's on the team. intake - b - black coffee. s -…

  • okay. i know this is kind of random but does anyone know if there is a girl on xanga here named tricia marchand? because i'm friends with her sister and i kind of heard that she suffers from bulimia and anorexia. just c…

  • i was doing good today. preparing a PB&J sandwhich and then throwing it away pretending i had eaten it. not eating anything when we went out to the movies. or when we went to coldstone and everyone had 600 calorie se…

  • oh my godddd. the bar mitzvah was so so so so much fun. definitely one of the best (and i've been to over 30 at least). i danced for 3 hours straight(-800 calories). i had about 3 cups of popcorn (100 calories at most) a…

  • -delete- 3:00 PM and i'm about to go shower and get ready for dan's bar mitzvah. i've been living off negative calorie fruit the whole morning and all. not eating anything else until we leave and i hope i can resist all…

  • crap i failed. but i had a fun night. me, julie, jolee, and emily all went to get chinese. i got sushi. wahoo. 140 fucking calories. ew. then we walked around richboro to CVS, shoppin' bag, carraige stop, etc. saw over 1…

  • day of fast: 1 hours fasted: 23.5 so far. hours to go: 66.5 hours. total hours fasting: 90 hours. current weight: 103.5 Begining of fast: Wednesday 7:00PM end of fast: Sunday 2:00PM (or around there)

  • note: this is my plan for the next few days till sunday. i'll still be updating, it's just that i find it easier to work everything out in advance. wednesday: b - black coffee. s - nothing. l - nothing. s - nothing. d …

  • does anyone have any idea what the pill "finest natural" will do to me? it says it's a "dietary supplement" but i'm not sure if that means like... it's a kind of multivitamin or if it's a diet pill or what. but it's sitt…

  • jolee is currently straightening my sister's hair in the other room while i am sipping on my 3rd cup of green tea. i'm really going to try and make an effort to not eat tomorrow. at all. maybe go to gymnastics for the la…

  • ohh. i couldn't resist to make another entry. thank you all for your comments. they are so great. anthony is burning me the new death cab for cutie cd. yes, i do love him.<3 jolee is sleeping over from monday night …

  • aww. =) thanks to everyone for all your loving comments. they're so great to see. you guys are so supportive. the dance was fun. today i might be going to the mall. soo... lots of walking, no food... hopefully. intake: …

  • the last entry was getting sloppy. and i can't stand that. but i don't feel like deleting stuff. intake: b - black coffee. s - black coffee. l - celery. s - black coffee. (yes, again.) d - nothing. total = 0 calories.…

  • thanks everyone for all the supporting comments. i'll start getting back to all of you once i finish this entry. i think that tomorrow will be my weigh-in because i'll be dancing a lot tonight. soo.. lots of exercise? s…

  • ...edit... delete delete delete going to the movies with jess, ali, lexa, miss, and others?. avoiding dinner. getting a diet coke. and my sister and julieanne are going to mcdonalds. haaa. no fast food for me. intake:…

  • intake: b - nothing. l - nothing. s - black coffee. d - turkey again? lol. alrighty then.: 120 calories. total = 120 calories. some bitch keeps signing on my screen name (on AIM) and it's really pissing me off. and i…

  • intake: b - black coffee. s - nothing. l - nothing. s - black coffee. d - turkey: approx. 120 calories. total = 120 calories. i hate gymnastics. i'm going to just quit for good. i set the record for sit and reach/fle…

  • intake: b - nothing. s - nothing. l - nothing. s - black coffee. d - spaghetti: approx. 160 calories. fucking disgusting. total = approx. 160 calories. -delete- ...edit... OMG!!!!! the john robert power's people cal…

  • intake: b - nothing. s - nothing. l - water bottle. s - black coffee. d - chicken: 140 calories. total = approx. 140 calories. ...edit... sent in an e-mail to another modeling agency since a lot of you said that barb…

  • intake: b - black coffee. s - none. l - black coffee. s - none. d - salmon: approx. 130 calories. shrimp: approx. 30 calories. total = 160 calories. way over estimating though ...edit... i filled out the 'contact…

  • the bar mitzvah today was funn. trisha is sleeping over (the one that randomly likes to make brownies at midnight?) but it's my house. so i pick what i eat. and her and my sister were shoving chocolate chips in their mou…

  • i think it's pretty sad that i now depend on caffeine to give me energy. otherwise i'm just a walking zombie the whole day. intake: b - black coffee. s - more black coffee. l - nothing. s - shit. probably about 300 cal…

  • i'll comment you all back later. seeing exorcism of emily rose soon. abso-fucking-lutely gorgeous. i want to be her. with slightly skinnier legs. tomorrow i have a bar mitzvah to go to. then doing god knows what. …

  • intake: b - black coffee. s - nothing. l - nothing. s - canteloupe: negative. d - ew. turkey: approx. 100 calories. total = approx. 100 calories? whatever why do i feel like such a failure? seeing a movie tonight? th…

  • it's getting harder to wake up each morning. i swear that i suffer from seasonal depression. right now i'm just wishing i could eat everything in my house. not like it would make things better. but i'll settle for my gre…

  • hah. i love my new hott pink book sock. i had to go out to staples because my science teacher is stupid and doesn't have a classroom set of books so we have to carry those around everywhere. intake: b - nothing. s - no…

  • intake: B - black coffee: 0 calories. S - nothing. L - nothing. S - nothing. D - hotdog: 170 calories. total = 170 calories.

  • yeah. i'm pretty much the best sister/daughter ever. haha. jk. but i did make cookies. it was fun. back to school for another week. intake: B - black coffee: 0 calories. S - nothing. L - 1/4 soft pretzel courtesy of m…

  • okay. i don't want to step on the scale but i have my whole game plan for today set. if i get out of dinner, i'll fast for 3 days. if not i'll fast for 2. gymnastics starts up again tomorrow. intake: B - black coffee: …

  • sorry for the lack of commenting but this weekend has been so busy. so we went out for lunch and ended up sharing all these meals. i got by drinking 3 glasses of ice water and barely eating anything. i'd say my intake w…

  • oh my god. we ended up going over and surprising her at 12 midnight with her cake that we made and all and of course i had to have a piece (the smallest one out of anyone's if that counts for anything). adn then we watch…

  • omg omg omg omg. i'm freaking out right now. julieanne wants us to go out to uno's for lunch. can anyone find me a meal that's really low calorie? she wants us to just all get desserts but she's having cake at her party …

  • i had soo much fun at dylan's. and i was there for 10 hours or more. =) not sure what i'm doing today but tomorrow is my best best best best best friend julieanne's birthday and she wants us to go to her house and go o…

  • alright. so i think i might be going over dylan's today. he's the only one that knows about my eating tendencies. so i won't be pressured to eat. and maybe i can get out of dinner too and just say i had a lot to eat at h…

  • today i woke up with these horrible hunger pains that were just killing me. so i took 2 tums. which i know have calories but i probably burned all the calories just walking from class to class. and at least i didn't eat …

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