[[i've been waitnig for you for along time, filling up on heartaches & cheap wine]]

god you think i'd learn? but no, not me, not Danielle Burd. why must i fall so hard. especially for the same person over and over again. it doesnt matter what i get put through my heart always says I Love You even when my minds knows its wrong. im  just liven my life in a slow, slow hell...and i put myself there.

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here's my heart you can have it i don't need it no more!

im done trippen over stupid shit im ready to live it up for what i have left of the summer! so this past weekend has been alright, the usual working extra early hours but that leaves fun for the summer nights! friday i worked 5-9 n i didnt do anything but argue with alex on the computer till god knows when in the morning n then i didnt sleep and had to go to work at 7 so i had to get outa bed at 6 and i had noooo sleep so i worked 7-3 and then came home chilled for awhile and then late late later on steve-o called and wanted to kno if i wanted to go with them to allens so of course i did! snuck out very quietly i usually dont take my car people usually pick me up so i was a lil scared but it was all gravy. so i chilled over there till like 2 and then i came home and got online some n then tried to sleep again which i didnt and i had to go to work at 9 so got there it was pretty fun cuz i was between austin and jeremy and there both crazy so i got to get off early at 3 so i came home got a shower and went back to work and picked up austin and we went to his sisters house so we could go get some alcohol and it was 5 and the liquor store was suppose to be open till 6 it said it in big letters on the front of the door but they werent open! so we just got mad six packs of shit n went to blockbuster and then back to his house and was talking to his mom for alittle bit and then we went upstairs n started are night off early then his cousin nate came and we started watching the seed of chucky let me tell u was it freakin retarded it might have been cuz i was drinking but i dunno i wasnt really paying attention and then his mom started making fun of me cuz i was suckin them smirnoffs down like there was no tomorrow n his mom said ima fish not a burd lol so then we pissed his cousin off some way some how  which was fun as fuck if u get my drift lol so then i kinda was about to pass out from lack of sleep and to much alcohol so we went to bed on his little tiny air matress shit n we both couldnt get comfortable so its like 5 in the morning and i made his ass get my some apple juice cuz my mouth was all dry lol and to pop in a movie and see if that would help us sleep and believe me it did i conked the fuck out lol so then he had to get up all early to go to work so i had to get up as well and so i took him to work and he's gonna call me when he gets off and we're prolly gonna chill again. i feel bad for making his cousin mad he was just jealous he wasnt gettin none! haha oh well im outie time to go out to eat wit my moma cita!

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i hate you.
i hate you for what you've done to me.
you took my heart and ran with it.
you told me lie after lie.
i didnt deserve none of the things you've done.
i was always there for you.
i did anything and everything for you.
i thought you could be the one.
i thought wrong, but whats knew?
yet again there's a new pice of my heart missing.
because of you im back to my horrible life.
thanks alot you bastard.
i hope your happy with your stupid slut.
you dont deserve to be happy.
i hate you.
i hate you for what you've done to me.