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| goodbye, xanga. i moving on with my life, haha.
Please visit me @ http://nellybishop.blogspot.com/
Goodbye Xanga its been a great 6-7 years.
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| yumchristian bale, shia laboeuf, leonardo dicaprio, justin timberlake, bear grylls
this is the first time ive had 5 crushes all at once since hmm 5th grade?
btw, does christian bale and bear grylls look very similiar?.. or is it me?
hmmmmmmm. manoman.
this is what watching plenty of tv, youtube and having 20ish states + the pacific ocean separating you and boyfriend.
gotta love vacation, minus the separating part.
i hate to say this but i only have 3 weeks left. shit.
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| summer so fari realized that this summer break is my first and last summer break i will ever have. Since i started college i have always taken summer school and next year i am graduating. Next summer im gonna be in the real world and im scared shitless. Everything is so uncertain!
regardless, im having a great time! its good to be home and not worry about anything. Have been doing nothing but eating, relaxing, going out, shopping, sleeping and the same thing over and over. I dont know how i make it without my moms food. i love it.. and im savoring every moment of it. The downside is that i miss Dan so much. Im so glad he will be there when i get back. Im so happy he is staying in Hawaii to be with me. August 12 will be our 2 1/2 years of being together, amazing.
Im not looking forward to going back school, blahhhh. =(
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| me and dan were in the brink of destruction this past week (i know, right?).. it was tough. After all the puffy eyes we went through we are all good again. this is the reason why couples get into fights, so they can know more about each other and in the process become stronger than before. thank god.
anyway, i need to start packing. just bought 3 big boxes. i hate packing. i still cant believe that i am leaving for st. louis this thursday. it still hasn't hit me. 7 weeks is really long. but it will be a good 7 weeks. alot of new fresh starts when i come back. But.. im kinda excited to go now because after all this school work i did im going back to the place where i become a party animal. this is going to be sweet! My friend Danielle already called me about a huge keg party that my friend David is throwing. Great to reunite with people i haven't seen in a long time. Oh yeah, and can't forget about the family. Im excited to see them in person and not through my web cam! Family trips, partying, getting fat, doing absolutely nothing.. here i come!
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| ive been having thoughts latley. thoughts of fear and uncertainty. ill be graduating in a about a year. All ive known has been college for about 5 years and childhood before that. the thought of becoming an adult is really starting to kick in and the feeling of uncertainty has overcome me.am i gonna get a good job? after college am i going to stay in hawaii or move back home? what is going to happen with my amazing relationship if i do move? what if i stay and i wont be able to afford an apartment if i stay in hawaii? things of that nature. mostly im concerned about finding a great ass paying job, with that comes everything else. im really hoping... but im scared shitless.
to be continued. gotta go see bf.
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