Every moment we converse is a dream.  Perhaps if this had occurred for mere weeks, I would dismiss it as a youthful crush, "puppy love".  Yet I have felt this way concerning her for what feels like my entire life.  It matters not whether the news we speak of is good or bad; what matters is that we speak into each other's souls.  My deepest desire is to spend my entire existence in ever closer communion with my Lord.  My next deepest desire is to continue that journey forever at her side.  I know only that I must ask God what His will is and accept His answer.  I have done my part, so far His only answer has been, "Not now".  Not ever?  This I do not know.

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