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Sunday, September 21, 2008

Crooked souls trying to stay upstraight

Dry eyes in the pouring rain

 

Good evening sunshinezzz
Sorry it's been so long uh, but haha it's my blog so boo you

K i know i really really really suck at updating and this blog thing but it's not my fault k, i have a very busy life  Hahaha yeeeeaaaah I sleep at 8 daily, i need my bloody 10 hours of sleep k!
(i'm saying k a lot. mmk.)

I don't remember anything that's happened since like the last time I updated was about 3 months ago.
Hmmmmmmmmmm I'll just try to remember the majorerererer events.

I'll start off with the september holidays.
Monday (1/9): To start off, there was math remedial which was.. you know.
Hahaaaa, I'm not gonna name anyone but someone got everyone's phones confiscated by poh.
Oh, fine okay it was me but at least that was the entertainment of the day, we were all seriously dying of boredom 
I was supposed to go for drill training thingy but the math class cut into the practice so I went to Ariel's with Ruth, Corinne and Abitay instead. Nerine and Pearlyn came later. Pizza, honey-glazed chicken, Wii and One Missed Call, I swear I couldn't sleep that night. Oh, happy birthday mom (who confiscated my phone,tsk.), 50 years? You don't even know! Haha.

(Blurry.)

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haha omg ariel, you're scaryyyyy.

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Problem kid.

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Tuesday (2/9): Went to Ariel's again, Abi and Pearlyn had stayed over. Woa we did the most ridiculous things the whole afternoon. And I say we pulled them off pretty well

Wednesday (3/9): Was supposed to go for drill again but I had xyls. Ha sorry I didn't eat your cooking V, I'm...allergic. Haha, kidding. I still love you bitch

Thursday (4/9): Went to kap to study with sweh, it worked out for the first twenty minutes. I swear the weather killed me. I finally got to see the train track thingyyy

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Hello twin hottie stalker. Oh damn I lost the picture of you stealing the bananas

Friday (5/9): I finally went for drill, see nicole, told you I would. Hmph, you guys can really nag a person to death oggay. Then I had a nice long walk alone, it was really, really, nice.

School reopens,
(8-14/9)
Kapunch on Monday with liaun, shiying, ariel, gabbie, abitay, joie, pearlyn. Hah omg it was so funny.
Had orals on Tuesday and Friday, totally screwed up big time but ahhhhhhhhh.
Thursday was hot ziggidy, hannah I think we learnt a lot that day. I love you gay toilet and p'call partner.

Friday: Happy 16th birthday Ryanzz.
Just keep on slammin and slappin,
You'll see what happens
Yeah, told you it'd come in handy!

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Ignore exercise machine, nsk tie and gay bedsheetz.


Sunday: Happy birthday mervyyyyy
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Hah, childhood buddy, i luv eu 4evah kz.
I love our weekly bitchy storytimes. Hee.
Mhmm, I don't know why I can only find this super embarrassing picture of us but yeh.
mervelle robyn 
Remember our study date on thursday kayyyyyy.

(15-21/9)
Monday and tuesday was sad, very.
Wednesday the day of discovery and flying thingamajigs, h-h-hotziggidy! & Spring cleaning. With hanz, abilee and shi.t. :]
Thursday, studydate with ame and hanzor @ Kfc, chickymeals srzly ftw.
Friday kap with hannah, ariel, nerine and gabbie. Haha, macs board thingy, seriously DAMNNNNN funny. Nerine left, hannah left. Ariel and I studied, for like, ten minutes - STRAIGHT. Mmhmmm.  Bullzeyekuttu from the most awesome place in the history of incredible places, eh ariel? Only fartytooh dollars, one time only.

K now on to... July.

July 4 Family Night (It's on my calendar)
Screaming classes, staring parents, insane face paint, soooooooo much fun.
I only remember losing my voice from screaming at all the pictures that had to do with 2s
Hm I lost all my photos so I just grabbed all of these from vivo's blog, eheheh.
And you don't wanna see some of em anyway, too gross for wordz 

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(This is what happens when you let 10 over people take over your face. It was worse, I had to wash off some.)

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Hm Pass It On Concert at ACSB the next day,
Ooh Yeah We love you Abiiiiiiiiiiii
Omg everyone was so dead during worship so the four of us were the only ones standing and clapping. We expected everyone to follow hahaha but i guess we're losers :'( hahahha


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12/07: Happy 77th birthday gmahhhhh, super dinner at jumbo :)

13/07: Happy 14th birthday Corinneyweenycoldstoragekokokrunchlamerrrrrer :)
Classic Botanic Gardens Birthday gathering :D
W Vivienne Ruth Alyssa and the birthday girlieeeee





hah, who is this SPAZ, seriously omg.



18/7: BOB III
Sabbowabbo Shoez n Shit :P
-I'll edit when I find pictures I promise ;)-
Predictable, kinda boring and really sleepy.

20/7: Symphony MGS () @ Singapore Conference Hall.
Go hannah we love you
Before going for the concert, I met Ame to go shopping. Didn't keep track of time and entered the conference hall about an hour late, and guitars were almost done (the only reason we actually bought tickets). Well at least we got to see about, 20 seconds of hannah on stage ;)

25/07: Founders Day
BJ with Hanzor and Ame :]

K that's all on Liaun's phone's calendar (Long story.) And I can't remember anything else.. :'(

Oh wait,
12/8: Happy Birthday Ariel!
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:) I love you! And thanks for being a wonderful radio :)
And of course for (kinda) trying to entertain me when I turn back to say "I'm bored" every few minutes or so :)
Sorry I couldn't make your birthday party :(
Me wuv youuuuuu.

14-15/8: E LEARNING!
14/8: Cine with ame - Shopping for presents, Money No Enough 2 and Noname kitty :)

15-16/8: Shuying's Bday party!
It was jampacked awesomeness,
Arrived at shu's to try and help out with the preparations but failed.
Sat with shu in the backseats and gayed around singing and screaming
Arrived at Coasta Sands Resort kinda late
WWW with Shu, Liaun, Abitay, Abilee, Shiying, Tinghui, Hanz, Julia, Liz.
Camwhoring while waiting to bathe
Birthday cake
Stoning
Travelling Macs and the shopping centre multiple times
1.20am movie: Meet Dave
Singing with Shu til 6am
Fell asleep and woke up at 7.


 
 


 

MEHEHE I love you phoebe, I didn't even recognise the passport photo I drew on










High on... I don't know what.

I LOVE YOU SHUBIEDOOBIEDOOOOOO.

"....Thanks for being an awesome oldies n every genre in the world singing partner, actor factor buddy and gossipgirlie. Ultimately you're a gaying godess and everything in the world anyone could ask for." Hahaha, i know, total ripoff from your inbox/my sent items right ;)

29/8: ALOUDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Was friggen awesome cuz rachel was awesome and I'm so sorry I gave you a broken flower, I was just so excited I waved it too hard :)

Shuying, YOU SUCK, ASS. I've waited like, two weeks for that one, most important, picture of the Aloud day thingy. Ah you really do suck. Ha, omg, secret drama fanatics, hilarious. :P

Some other stuff:

 
 

 

Abbie looks poselutely scary.

OH P/S, P/S: My mom confiscated my phone.

I'M STILL GROUNDED, BOO
Shuying, you got your birthday wish :) omgomg i just saw my cat twitch. OMG ITS TWITCHING AGAIN! Mee.
OMG, I swear - liaun is the luckiest assclown ever. And I'm the unluckiest cuz I took karma for her. Ha, "Anything for you, baby." Mhmm, you ass.

Oh, btw, I've wanted this shirt for the LONGEST time:
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Someone, anyone, help me get it pretty please? ;)

And Btw, just as everyone said, GGS2 is bloody awesome, seems like everyone loves Blair. 

I tried to hold your hand but you'd rather hold your grudge.

I really can't believe you're leaving so soon. There's still so much we haven't solved. What about what you said to me the other night, we never talked about it just because of him. I thought we could hold up for a little while longer but I guess it's too late 'cuz you're leaving, and possibly never coming back. But now what are we supposed to do? We'll just leave it dangling on a string if that's the only thing we can agree on. Btw, I can't.


Sunday, June 29, 2008

Head's up, the joke's on you.

So many times I've decided to give up, but somehow you just give me a damn reason to carry on.

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I know I haven't updated in a while but I'm just too busy stuffing myself.
School's a mess, and I'm pretty much damned but that's okay.

Why do people bother reading blogs anyway? I have absolutely nothing to say.
I only update about twice a month or less so that explains... everything.

OKAY ANYWAY!!!
Here's a very brief summary of what I did during the second half of the holiday (first half in previous entry)
11th (as you can see above) 2 tuitions
12th went to Down Town East Escape theme park with abi shi phoebe charlene and shermin.
13th went to shu's house with abi. we wanted to catch prince caspian again but there were some..problems. if you remember, abi! camwhored with the mac A LOT (shu i need the peeeeeeeeekz!) and wii-ed the rest of the time, THE SUPER GAYLY GAY MONKEY GAME and Wii sports. Abi and I owned shu's ass at tennis XP But i suck at golf. Hahhha yes no lifers
14-16th three day ground
17-18th morning ame's sleepover! we went to the hist museum (-.-!!!!) for the history assignment and went to funan to get new ear pieces! oh yeah and while we were at funan, we went to times to check out a couple of mags and left. I didn't notice I was holding onto a mag I forgot to put back until we went a few levels up. We went back to put the mag back. It was so gay cuz the sensors went on but we didn't notice and nobody came to like, arrest us or whatever. So anyway, had lunch/dinner at mos burger at raffles city and got a ride from ame's sister adeline and her boyfriend. Her family is so friendly! Watched cheaper by the dozen.
18th afternoon went to cine to meet abi and shu to watch narnia prince caspian again :) Shuying's love for brunettes and my love for blondes! Haaaaaaaaha and abi's love for.... everyone? ;) But IT DOESNT MATTER who the hell we l0oOooOv cuz EVERY FUGGEN ONE IN SCHOOL LOVES EM TOO. And they can't stop talking about narnia. ITS DRIVING ME NUTS. I don't know if that's a good thing though :) I keep digressing...
19th went to shu's house with abi! (we go to shu's house a lot, just the three of us!) watched the covenant. :) It was KIND OF scary okay! SHU I'M NOT A LOSER B) Hahaha.
20th cant remember
21st rockclimbing! with naomi jerusha elanor and tze shien. Mixed feelings :S But i'm official! haha. Shan't elaborate.
22nd HOMEWORK. Went nuts.
23rd School...
Yeah that pretty much sums up my whole holiday.
I owe every teacher so much homework.

Temporarily (or permanently) misplaced my camera cable so with the few that's with me, abi, you just have to wait:)

A cheap copy/paste from somewhere so yipee yahhhhh

Friday wasssssssss.. I don't know. But I can't say anything about it. I didn't go for lovemg...
yesterday (okay techinically two days ago since its past midnight) was mad.
I was literally going insane because there was so much to do.
I woke up at friggin 7am because I had a geeb meeting to attend.
I was supposed to have lunch with sabs neigh and rach khoo but my dad came so I didn't, then sabs went to nicole's house or something... So that's that
Went home, rested , went for cat class with mervelle (bitchingpartner!) then went back to mg for the aloud concert.
I went with Liaun abigail gabbie and nerine. Met naomi and friends and sat down. Wasted $24 on three extra tickets, rip offfff. If it wasn't for prez challenge i'd totally rip off my chest hair (okay fine i don't have that but you get the idea). Okay anyway they had the soloists up first then a break, the bands/duets next then redeeming the riots. Almost everyone was amazing. Some amazing in other fields (e.g comedy *ahem*) but it was still really entertaining. Gabbie was acting like a total moron but it was a night of fun alright. Okay anyway the reason I went was to support rachel lim. And btw she was 0ff dA h00k oggay. Me rachel'z #1 Fangurl!!!!11 Liaun and I forgot to buy flowers for her, sorry for making you wait for our flowers, hahahaha. You ego maniac. So anyway she (obviously) got into the finals which was AWESOME! Saw some unexpected faces on stage too! CHANTAL YOU WERE AWESOME ;) (if you get to read this) Okay I just love to digress! Anyway (I use this word too much) after that liaun went home (WITHOUT ME.) so I had to get a ride from someone else or I'd have to walk home :/ In the end rachel's mom offered abi and me a ride. But my mom came in the end? 0.o So yeap.

Will edit post when I get the pictures all right? I just posted cuz I couldn't sleep and people have been saying I should update and shit. So there you go:) This is such a pointless entry. Sorry I sound so dead okay:o

nightz pimple

 

This little girl traded her life for misery.
Have you ever felt like going back to when you were a lil kid and you'd run around them empty fields or parks, catch worms and throw sand at strangers and then run off saying 'she did it she did it!' repeatedly? Nothing lasts forever and for all the times I had wished to be 'all growed up' and be able to make my own decisions for my own life, did things the way I wanted to, I now take back all of that cuz it just seems so incredibly stupid. So now as everyone moves on in life, they change into unimaginables in a materialistic world, where exactly can you find happiness? Everything comes with a price. A little birdie once told me that all children are pure at heart and so simple minded that they do things for people because they want to, and not because they want something out of it. And when you grow up, things start changing because you grow smarter. You're nice to somebody because he's of use to you somehow, be it as simple as earning a friendship or the particular candy you've been eyeing that's currently in his hand. There's somehow always a motive behind everything you do, somehow. I don't know what my motives are for doing stupid things I know I shouldn't have done but there's definitely one. All I wanna do is to go back to those simple minded innocent days where happiness is present even when you're fighting with your little sibling or crying for some attention. It's been a very long time since I've felt even a tinge of how I felt like when I was... you know, rolling around in flowery meadows, catching butterflies, (okay... description of childhood a little exaggerated but that isn't the point) without thinking 'hey he's gonna judge me if I don't roll down this hill right'. Cuz honestly, we were too naive to give a shit about what others had to say about us. There was no such thing as needing to be number one and being accepted because you lived for yourself. Ignorance is bliss.


I just wished someone'd be there for Jenny. She needs someone so badly.


Monday, June 09, 2008

Just say it again and mean it,

HAPPY 14th BDAY MUSHDARLING!
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I've posted this picture up before but I really wanna do it again so...

HAHAHAHAHA!
FUNNY SHIT:) I LOVE YOU!
Stop singing tattoo like this! :O


You are soirresistable and luvable and such a coolio toadstool okayB)
Yes toads shit.
ANYWAYS... Though we've only metthis year (okay here's where the mush starts:) it feels like we'veknown each other for many many many (x1) years. I can talk to you aboutanything and not worry if you'd judge me or anything. I can be myselfwith you and you've just been a totally awesome friend. Thanks foralways listening to my probz and all the time spent with you shallremain in my heart 4EVAXxZzxZ. I love you. Oh P/S: PLEASE LA, USE YOURFRIGGEN ROLL ON DEO IN PRIVATE.PLEASE.

OKAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY...

Sobasicallyyyyyyyy
basically. basically.
Basically I'veforgotten everything that's happened a month agoso...

Alright alright regionals (20-23/06)! Iremember. Oohhhh Yeaaah. ;)
ROCs basically (i've been using basically alot)sucked ballzz like srsly like omg like huh?
So the msia trip everyone'sbeen looking forward to is like.. blehhh. :/
I know like if any teacherreads this they'd go like oh its just cuz you didn't GENERATE POSITIVEENERGY (wtf.) or... you didn't have the heart to learn or somethingalong that line. Ok I'm not gonna complain or anything but seriouslyUGHH what do teachers expect? Our moods were totally ruined by XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX bcuz she was juz being.... UGHH (high pitched)! So much for learning, everything that was going thru our minds during thewhole "learning journey experience" shit was I WANNA GO BACK TO THE HOTEL. Even though we couldn't even step out of our rooms despite having someone you wanna be with vvvv badly being like 10cm away from you. Which, anyway, we did, and got into trouble for. Like every other day. Yes I do pity the teachers but... They could've made the trip a little less torturous. Well I don't want to say anymore so that's all I have to say about rocs.
OMGZ! IT SO COMPLETELY ABSOLUTELY TOTALLY RAAAWKEDDD! WE LEARNT SO MUCH ABOUT REALITY OUTSIDE CLASSROOMZ! I TOTALLY WANNA GO BACK THERE TO LEARN MORE ABOUT SHIT WE DON'T CARE ABOUT!

So anyway...
Corporals Camp (24-26/05) after, yeah like the next morning at effing 7AM, it was... I dunno. 3 days 2 nights, trying to speak in chinese so the rest canunderstand us, having inhumane time limits to piss, waking up at crazyhours... YAY! But at least the beds were comfy! (YES, there were beds!! LYK OMGZ!!!) and the food wasn't that bad (yeah after rocs i totally apprieciate everything I get to eat in sg) Friends made.. Learnt how to responsibilitize (ehhhhh, hahahahahaha). OKAY IN MY DEFENCE I'VE BECOMEA REALLY REALLY RESPONSIBLE YOUNG LADY. :) Oh yeah. Sorry, I'm feelingreally weird now. Oh yeah, missed hillsongs.

Week 1(26/05-01/06)
M: Came back on Monday, had dentalappt.
T: 2 tuitions :/
W: Marnia Square with Ame onwednesday
T: Tea w Ame to discuss our alteregos (ha. haha.)and went to pick up pet supplies. WOW AND PET SUPPLIES ARE VVVVV  VV EX.
F: Liaun came over for Rocs proj &went to school to prac. flag raising (we got lost walking to school...HAHA and we both live in the area. Except liaun only lives theresometimes... Yeah.) Of course we didn't exactly do anything. We playedblob wars though, totally addictive. We'd love toshare our... happiness watching boogers conquer each other.Okay, don't click it. It's really boring alone. You have to learn toentertain yourself...
S: Went out with Vionna. Yeah I took thewrong bus so I decided to cab there in the end. Or she'd have to sitoutside subway chewing her tongue/looking at herself in her compactmirror repeatedly until i come or something. I DONT KNOW WHAT SHE DOES (but it's a pretty safebet it's gross and weird).
S: The Click Five Concert! Missed it. Mom -not pleased cuz of a... mishap. So eunice had to give my ticket away(She got five free, I DON'T KNOW HOW.)

Week 2(02/06-08/06)
[You're probably wondering how I remember allthis, ME TOO! Well, actually I put it all down in my calendar. Toldyou, RESPONSIBLE (to blog). Oh yeah. >:) Orsomewhat.]

M: Woke up at four. Wanted to meet J formovie but ohwell.
T: Went to taka/cine to eat + watch movie wShu Abi and Pheebz. It was funfunfun! Watched NARNIA! I just luvluvluvtheir accent soso much :P My heart melted on e spot. :) Came home late.My curfew is too early :/
W: Went to school in the afternoon,met up with abi, shi and gabz. :) Miss em so. It was kindascary.
T: Went to queensway to meet abi and shu. Bought abi'sdancin shuz and lotsa lotsa socks!! We bought like 9. Anyways we leftfor bugis and we bought lots of stuff. Abi and I bought matchingwatches and we were betting on how fast it'd spoil. I bet 2 months, Abibet 2and a half and Shu bet 3. So we'll see. 3 of us bought matchingshirts! Haha gay:) Uh what else... Shu and I bought (sorta) matchingtees... Hmm... Other than that, I bought a necklace, pair of shorts,new wallet, and i can't remember what else (if there's anything else).I left early and they watched iron man.
F: 2tuitions
S: Sleepin day :P
S: Homework day!!YAYNESS!!!!!

Today,
M: Ash and Rach - Whathappens in Vegas. FINALLY. Yes I'm vvvv slow :)
Tomorrow, 2TUITIONS AGAIN! :@:@

Okay I'm done.
GG isnot coming back until Sept. And the finale sucked. But i guess it wasfor the best.
N+S=Totally keeyoote, D+V=Suhweedtt,B+C=AWESOMENESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!

Pictures are taking a helluva long time to upload. You oweme a cookie :(
4giVe m3 2DaE i'M fiLin a W3edL3 b1tW0oZi3...
Some photos not with me, they're like on facebook and shit, and I dont have fb. So when I get them somehow, yeah you'll see. Most of em are regionals, I have no time to upload all. :/



Totally hard at work.

Pearlyn you ass. She invaded my cam to... camwhore.











 
 






Checking out our bloody keeeewl rooms


Hannah and I have barbie combs.





Haha gen...

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i forgot what pose this is :\

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HAHA GAY! @_@

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WHATS THIS?! BABI AND I WERE TOTALLY OBLIVIOUS, THE CAM JUST LOVES US B)

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LOL. ACKK KEEYOUTE :P

who's this? O.o LOL


OMG NERINE... YOU FREAK! ;)

Taking picture with me so torturous meh... :|

Ting hui enjoys it ;)

Who?

Ew hannah :\ that's gum. In her teeth. Wheeeee


This is scary.

Okay. this is scarier.
 
Nerine and liaun were stuffing twisties in each others ears -.-

Ignore facez this is the only pic of gabbie I have!!

Was I constipating?!




My paparazzi B)



YEAH WE ARE TOADALLY KEWL!
Luv u abi!
 


THIS SCARES ME. AND ABIGAIL LEE PUT IT AS MY PHONE WALLPAPER.


LOL @ PEARLYN.

SOME RANDOM STUFF.

Couldn't resist.

COOL!! Look @ the sky. :D Rainbow eclipse, SAW IT WITH MY OWN EYES.... HAHA. Yeah. B)

"Okay seriously how long are you gonna keep this up? Seeingyou like this makes me wanna kick your ass, yes kick it right back ontrack. You can't stay like this forever. You know there are people outthere who love you and they say when you love someone you'll let himgo. Well... Bye for now. I know I'm contradicting myself but you justneed to be yourself again. It's too late (and early) for anythingelse. And ending it wasn't anything rash, i cried myself to sleep for many nights pondering. And thats when I came to that conclusion. It's just not right. You should stop this right now, I'm just not worth your love. Like ash said, maybe we need some time. I don't know, maybe someday our paths will meet. But not right now. Goodbye, J. SBF."

As for you, I don't know what to say. Honestly I fucking don't give a bloody damn anymore. If you don't wanna make this friendship work, then whatever. All you care about is yourself. Yeah well, tell me HONESTLY, do you care for anyfuckingone else? I look through our photos and each photo brings back memories of us, I look through the messages you sent her about me and its like a freshly-sharpened pencil, jabbing through my already-bleeding heart. But that was the past. Right now my heart is immuned to all the shit I get from you, and now it's friggen steel. Yeah so that means I don't give a shit anymore. What ever happened to "We can make this right again."? Why do you keep thinking you're in the right? Right now I don't know where the hell you are because you don't make an effort to interact now. What the fuck is that, seriously. You're supposed to be.. Ugh. Whatever. It doesn't matter. People are waiting for you. So I won't. I'll wave the white flag for the sake of you, for the sake of me cuz I wanna break free from all the misery you've put me through.



THANKS A, EU ARE LYKEEE DA VVVBEST.


Saturday, May 17, 2008

I didn't go out the whole week, i know, worship me:)

Ughhh. I'm in no mood to post cause there's so much going on now, GOD I hope it'll be over soon.
Regionals in 3 days, sometimes I feel excited and sometimes I wish it was over. Coprals' Camp right after that, i'll be missing hillsongs. Sorry justz/rach/ash/can/caro i really wanted to go with you

summary of the week,
01 got midyear papers back, tuition
02 tuition
03 stayback with liaun abi and hanz
04 filming with ame hanz chris and aly
05 breakfast with abi, filming, ame's place
06 XYLS and cat class

Results? Ugh just kill me okay :(
Moz didn't do anything to me but I could tell she was really disappointed in me.
We talked and I felt really really bad. I'm sorry I was speechless but everything you said didn't fall on deaf ears.
I'll try harder for the eoys.

We'll win okay:)
Believe in yourself and we'll win the comp.
And even if we don't, the filming was worth it cause we finally got to spend time with each other ;)
thanks for your comfort ame:)
i will try my best to solve the time constraint problem between the 3 of us
the trip to your house brought back so much memories.

We found the DS after about 3-4 months so I guess I get to have it for rocs:)

Still wondering what to get you on rocs darling (so you can sleep with it:p) iloveyouuuuu:)
bie, hope you're not fretting over the _ situation anymore. at least try to cheer up yeah. always remember i'm right behind you cheering you on:) dude i love you. sorry i couldn't make it tday:)

Shittt okay we don't talk or even text anymore. It'd be nice to have a nice conversation with you once in a while you know, if you have no time for me in school maybe you could give me a call when you're at home or something. face it, our friendship is dying, or is it already dead. for the past few days things were sooo great but just yesterday i realised that i was just a substitute filling in for someone else. dont i have a place in your heart somewhere? my life started to turn around because of you, whenever i'm with you i dont feel the weight of my burdens. only when i'm with you. then just with one facial expression you turned me another 180 degrees, where i first began. and you just left me there. if this is the case wont it be much better if i had never felt happy in my life at all? i dont think bestfriendship is supposed to be this way. we spend ZERO time with each other and it's just so hard to stay silent about this cause you dont know how much i love you and how much you mean to me okay. its just different cause you'd rather be with someone else than with me when i try to initiate some interaction between the two of us. am i that hard to be with? and now all the promises, secrets, fun, laughter, pain and sorrow we shared just seem so far away. seriously i'd rather be an idiot thinking all this was real cuz i just i just dont know what it'd be like for me if it wasnt. its just soooooo fucking hard to forget all of this. it'd mean a lot to me if you'd just stop by to say hi once a while. dude i miss you so much and yes, you dont know how many times you've made me cry. and no, i'm not overreacting over something as small as a facial expression, i've always been thinking like this since the beginning of this year and i just don't know what to say or do to you to change the way we are now. you just mean too much to me and i just fucking fucking fucking cant let you go.

Pictures from my phone, i don't have cable so I used bluetooth which is slow so I didn't upload all cuz i'm lazy.


Cher's phone cam sucks more than mine:)
I have the same phone as V. Stalker.

LOOKIEEE :)

I love you abbie:)

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Haven't been going for breakfasts and sunrises with abi and shi for soo long:(
But at least on friday i got to see the magnificent sky:) the clouds look painted yknw.

Will write a longer update soon, i hope
Gonna cut my hair tomorrow, haha okay?


Thursday, May 08, 2008

Sorry for the delay again! :D
My week has been really long so far, long but fun, and also really tiring, both mentally and physically.

The midterms were over on the 2nd, and before that was (obviously the first) labour day. Which meant, last-minute cramming for everybody. Since, you know, there was only two papers altogether. We went through the paper just today (8/5), and we're getting them back on monday, the 11th. OMG. Nerrrvous. Heh let's not talk about that.

After the two papers on friday, went out with liaun abbielee hannah and rach. We had lunch at NYDC which frickin burnt a hole in my wallet, haha I was broke k. Rachael left early. Abigail and Hannah were super ahma and bought like so many ipod covers cause they were on sale. WTF?! But yeah. Fiddled with the imacs, which was really fun, especially abigail's box head :) heh umm.. hannah, after a while, it's not that funny anymore. STOP SCREAMING IN THE CHAPEL! ;DD After that, met sabina at wheelock and cabbed back to school. Classroom (and stealing! i still remember, wahahaha) with hannah, then she left. I found liaun and sabina at the squash courts! Training under the both of them, and now I have two blisters (that bled then!) that still aren't off. We ordered dinner but cancelled it cause sabina's parents could bring the food over instead. But the poor guy still came with the food... And left, disappointed. But anyway, sabina left at 8.30+ and liaun sent me home at 9+ :) IT WAS SO... AMAZING, that night. When I came home I got a lecture, when I already told her I was staying back.

Saturday was soooo idk, discovery-ish! Mervelle's my ultimate bitching partner <3 haha, found out a lot of things, and the whole 2 hours we just shared one story for storytime..

In summary,
01: Previous post? I don't know.
02: Tuition
03: Stayback with liaun shi hannah gabbie. Everyone left and shi and i stayed til 7.30 i think.
04: Labour Day, lastminute cramming
05: Midyears & refer to 2nd paragraph
06: Discoveryday :)

This week,
01: A stayback with liaun, Hannah joined. Then gabbie abbie and shi joined. Then tuition.
02: I was supposed to stay back to do zhouji, home ec and discuss the geography presentation, but it didn't happen. The geog was done wrongly cause we didn't have the paper, but whateverrr. Went to town with ame instead. But I was broke, hmmmmm. I came home just in time!
03: To hannah's to see joy, courage and -insert other name here-. Ame came too! It was cool B) TJP, TV, LAB! The mayfair gardens study room is awesome! OMG.
04: Started cooking again, hm. I had to wear a friggin trashbag cause i didn't have an apron, omg. Oh yeah, LA was just, screwed. It was the skit and our whole group went in unprepared and it was so awkward when we had nothing to say at all, while the other groups were really prepared and all. So Mrs Chew's really disappointed in our group. The sec two cohort had to stay back for the going-through of answers for the Lifescience and Chemistry til 4. What a waste of time, they didn't even mark attendance (did they?), so you could've just skipped it. Out with ame again, to the same place! Haha, okay so we were supposed to go to the apple customer service place thingy (haha, okay so my vocabulary sucks,) cause her ipod was fried. And the guy just pressed a button and it was fixed -.- Had a late lunch, then walked around. (tuition was cancelled. haha sorry rach!)

Haha.. I know I blog solely for the sake of blogging and it's just recalling one bit of some days and putting them  all into an entry two weeks delayed. But oh well.

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Check these out, don't they look familiar!




I'm addicted the sunrise and sunsets.

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AWW...




OMG ABIGAIL LEE LIKES SMELLING MY SHORTS B)


I don't know too.








HAHA, WHATEVER RUTH.



Imitating Ruth B)


HMM :)


So beautiful. :)



SABBOWABBO! No edits! She's yellow!

Okay these were editted but I swear the sabina one wasn't!

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HEHE, OMG, GABBIE AND ABBIE ARE FRICKING GAY!

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Ruth is so cuuuuteeee.




HAHA OMG.Always weird expressions.



Sorry, tilt. Check out liaun's blue middle finger B)

 
AME HAS A COOL BAG B)


OMG LIKE TOADALLY LIKE HSM1,2,3,4 and 5 PARADISE, LIKE!!!


Who's this spastic person?!?


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HARD AT WORK :)

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PS: I accidentally deleted some of the 07/05 and 08/05 pictures

Btwww,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHERYL SNG! (050594)
I've known you for seven years already! P2 bestfriend, and keeping me company in gb and all'at. Dear girl, stay spastic as always. Iloveyou! I owe you a present.
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMANDA! (030594)
Hey :) Haven't talked to you in a vvvv long time and I really miss those p5 days yknow. Remember all the fights and all? Haha, i miss those too. Anyway, happy fab fourteen you
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRRRR-LYNNN! (100594)
"Pearlyn, please observe the safety rules of the lab, put on your safety goggles!" HAHA, YOU GAY. Lab period is fun with you and la, master of pickup lines. "You know why I'm so lame? Cause I broke my legs falling for you" OMGGGGGGenius. :)
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PSPSPSPS SORRY FOR THE SUPER SHORT BDAY DEDS, HEEH.



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