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"This is not called relief. At last, at last, I'll swallow..." Good Lord, Tomorrow, Wow: -SAT's early in the morning -then Pace's to hang, watch movies -Taylor's for "post"-halloween party And I am not worried abou…
"I will call you in three weeks, maybe then you'll have some more to say." As this grading period comes to a close, I have realized one thing: school is utterly worthless. Yes, I do want and desire to go to Columbia Un…
Just got off the phone with Pace...twice. She makes me so happy. That makes me sound so giddy and silly, but god damn, it's the truth. She's at the coffee shop and I am here, stuck doing Latin homework and studying sh…
"Can we dream of tomorrow when we can't even get through today?" Rainy Day. Rainy Night. This seems to be a common trend now. Maybe this is a sure sign of the winter to come. Holy shit people. Holy fucking shit. I…
Rainy day. Rainy night. Rainy reminds me of Rainer Maria. As in hott music. As in wanting to curl up with Pace and listen to hott music and go to sleep. I just completed this application for National Honor Society. …
Here's the rundown of the day: Hospital: I watched a woman die. She was bleeding internally and she died with me and her husband. Car accident. Today wasn't even supposed to be my day there, yet there I am, watching …
"Failure fails when nice is one more lie." JMU today. But before that, I had to deal with getting no sleep whatsoever at Isaac's. At about 1 or 2 AM, he and I drove down Boulevard and then down Main Street on a coffee…
"Clear as a bell are the short breaths that you take when you are distracted. Same as the way you roll your eyes when I ask too many stupid questions." The "Pace Mix" I got today makes me supremely happy. Hott music. …
"Time can kill the greatest of men. Even the strongest find themselves on the floor." Let's just hope this day is forgotten. No Pace at school. No Pace after school. No fun today while in school. And now it feels l…
"I've come to wrap you up tight 'til it's time to bite down." The "new hottness" arrived today. I am incredibly pleased. Granted, it is a little big, and needs to be resized slightly, but yes, it is uber-hott. Most c…
"Just carry me away with silence, and heartbeats as rapid, and heartbeats as rapid. Thinking about your embrace and how it makes me feel." Today were the PSAT's. They blew, as usual. Incredibly easy this year, it's j…
"Open everything around. How I want to say kiss me." My head hurts. This seems to be a common occurence now. Not exactly sure why, but now it seems to be commonplace in my daily routine. You know what I have grown i…
"He hides in a suit like a snake in the grass, his sales pitch fork tongue hissed now." The day was quite interesting. I mean, maybe it was the fact that I felt like living dead because of getting 3 hours of sleep, but…
"And you kissed me like you meant it..." I just walked in and I must spill all of the details. Fuck the fact that VBODA was awful and that I think we completely blew that shit. What is really hott is Interpol. Like "…
"The word happy does not even begin to describe how I feel as of right now. I can't put it into words. Just take my word for it. I just feels that damn good." Yes, I definitely want to stop marching band now. I mean…
One Word: Amazing. That's all I can say. Simply amazing. Like I can't put it into words. Today was superb. Like, this is truly one of the best days that I have had in a while. Everything seems to be falling into pl…
"I find you intoxicatingly gorgeous ::swoon::" Windy day, cold night. Actually, it's pretty nice outside right now. I like these "in-between nights". It's not too cold but it's not blazingly hot either. Perfect my f…
Dreary day, rainy night. School was its usual pointless self. Hung with Pace a little this morning. And I really love when teachers schedule a quiz or test and then don't make us take it. It seems to be a regular occ…
Epiphany of the Day: Eyebrow rings are hott. Please take note... Back to school. And, as expected, I am feeling quite tired. See, the thing is, we were originally supposed to have this day off, but because of silly h…
Revelation of the Day: Quentin Tarantino is a god on earth. And, now that this fact has been established, you must go and pray to him. Then go see "Kill Bill". As in now, right now. The past two days have been too pi…
If I were to say "Hey people, your beloved Sam has returned" what would you have to say? Well, in all practicalness, I have returned. After my brief stint with IB and all of the shit that it entales, I realized that th…