getting out of here

Holy, it's been a long time... 8 months? no 9 months?  For those of you who found out that I got a job, but got no feedback on how I feel about it and how I feel bout life, here it is. 

I am definitely not used to it.  Working in downtown, especially so close to home is a plus.  Everyday when I walk to work I run into someone from my past whether it'd be from high school or from BCIT.  It's strange, I live down here but I never realized how many people that I knew worked down here. 

The amount of responsibility that I am going to get later after I finish my training/probation is staggering... It's a great thing, but its definitely daunting.  I won't go into the details about it online but you can always call me if you want to find out.  I can't shake the feeling that I am in totally over my head. hahaha I think pretty soon its going to give me nightnares.

Office life is definitely gonna take some time to get used to.  It's a strange one definitely.  Takes some time to get used to.  We have around 100 employees so I think the biggest issue is remembering everybody's name.  

As for life rite now... all of you probably remember at some point or another that I said Vancouver is a hole, and god put shit in it.  At this point in time I would still have to say its still a shit hole, I just like it a little better.  But at least for me, there are a lot more things which have become a lot more feasible and some goals can definitely start being achieved.  But first things first, it'z steak with my boyz.

Louis you prick, that includes you when you come back and visit! 

(http://quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx) <-- from here, try it out

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

You hear about a lot of people getting and divorced and such, but you are never ready when it happens to your own parents.... I told them to not involve me in the mix, and solve the issues on their own, but damn.... the plethora of shit that goes thru your mind at a time like this is unimaginable.....

Is it the right decision to remain nonchalant, or to actually go head first into the mix of things and be the middle man....