i kinda like the new colors around here... i picked them because i was in a shitty mood at the time, but now i am back to my "lately" normal happy self, and all is well, but i dont think i am going to change the colors b…
fucking shit... fucking day...
my dear god... she started today... the visitor came on time... hell im just glad the visitor came at all... yeah, ill admit i was a bit worried for a minute there... but it came on time... now things can get back to nor…
i think the whole world is such a fucked up place... one little thing one moment, one oversight, changes the course of everything, chaeges your outlook on what you want to do with yourself... i dont know how im gonna do …
sitting at work with nothing to do... contemplating many things, contemplating many things indeed... i try not to think much, thinking is dangerous for me, but when i am at work i have nothing else better to do, because …
as much as i used to hate the thought of it, i am thinking about goin through the legals to have my name changed to niko... the more i hear my legal name, the more i grow to hate it, and what and who it stands/stood for.…
just got home... bout to go watch general hospital... im a week behind... time to catch up... ttyl...
sometimes when u look into the void, the void looks back...
u know i am a very giving person... always have been, probably always will be... i think it will eventually be my downfall... i give without thinking about …
heeeaaaaadddd, shoulder, knees and toes, knees and toes.... heeeeaaaaaadddddd shoulder knees and toes, CHA CHA CHA...
so i just woke up... little sleep monkees still knocking at my door... the world is a little less ordinary right now... waking up into the ebon wonderland, all the kings horses and all the kings men cant get me to be nor…
ok... so i am much better now... lyin here with my woman... feelin great... i dont even know what came over e the other night, but it went that same night... i talked to my girlfriend the next morning and everything was …
i finally hit ground tonight... havent been down here for so long i almost foregot what it felt like... feelin normal, but not normal for me lately, lately i have been happy, tonight is different... tonight i feel nothin…
hey people... sittin here with my girl, watchin her watch temptation island... i cant stand reality tv shows... i dont see what people see in this... but she seems to like it... so i dont say nething... she keeps thinkin…