i swear. i sometimes forget that this page was designed for me, i used to get comments, now i pour my fucking heart out and no onne cares... i fuckin swear...
my imagination runs wild sometimes, my mind doesnt forget many things, so my mind often takes alot of thoughts from here and there and puts them in a slideshow of an emotional rollercoaster, the beauty of my mind is comp…
today was a pretty good day, been on a constantly changing manic fit over the last few days, culminating with a horrible last night, wont go in to details online, in case their is backlash... i find last night was a time…
nothing seems to kill me no matter how hard i try, nothing is closing my eyes... nothing can bring me down for your pain or delight... nothing seems to break me, no matter how far i fall, nothing can break me at all, not…
u know sometimes in life all i want to say to some people is "fuck you and everything you hold dear" but i cant, im too nice for that... but at times i wish i wasnt... so anyway, work is still goin great, counting closer…
life is full of twist and turns... life is full of bitter endings, bitter beginings, sweet endings, and sweeter beginings... for the first time in a long time i am being faced with a decision on something that has me stu…
called off things with chelsea, figured out that she wasnt who i wanted, right now i decided i dont want anyone, i want to be by myself... took me long enough to learn that one... i am having fun being by myself, having …
ok it's time to drop a few bombs and et some dirt off my sholders... i am going to copletely air out what is on my mind in the tradition of what i used to use this fucking page for, and what i stopped usin it for to plac…