ps... that is what part of the alphabet would look like if q and r were eliminated...
this has been a pretty liberating week... practiving the concept of distancing myself from people and emotions that are not conductive to my current state of mind... it has led me to a peace in my manic fit, and led me t…
tripping the rift... today has been an ok day, the i ching said that now is a time of peace, but warned me of following the path of my superior emotions in a time of despair... beginning to really like that book...
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been an interesting week... delving further at the root of my current depression, no longer trying so hard to solve the problems right now, just focusing on concentrating on keeping my eye on the problems as they exist, …
probabluy wont be home all weekebd, renting a car this weekend, so i will be gone hgopefully all weekend, i dont want to come home but to sleep no matter what... i just need to get out, and get a few other things, but i …
been having an odd week, on one front my manic fit seems to be comming to a slow and seemingly painfull end, or at least it is feeling a little less prominent in my life, started lookin into eastern philosophy, not to re…
somewhere in the dark recesses of all of our minds hides that part of us that constantly tries to hold us back, that part of us that cries out to be heard, a very destructive part of us... in the back of my mind that par…
went to see prince in concert last night... still amped with energy... prince is not a concert, it was an experience... he was moving his small ass all over the stage, it was a four sided stage so he was never behind a w…
sitting at work waiting for four oclock so that i can leave for the prnce concert tonight... i am so looking forward to it... god i love prince...
my life has been so interesting lately, painfull, happy, sad, but inter…
life is funny... almost comical, almost sadistic, almost wonderfull, all at the same time... such is my life... such is my blessing, such is my curse... a rolling equlibrium between plesaure and pain, hatred and love... …
sitting at work on what was to be my day off... fucking bastards, worked on sunday last week when i was scheduled off, and i am doing this shit again... this week i better get an extra day off or i am gonna kick someones…
sittin at work, thinking hard about the way things have been going lately... been doing alot of soul searching, reading a new book, called the tao of physics, well it really isnt a new book, it is really an old book, but…
alot went right tonight... had alot of fun... alot went wrong tonight, no regrets, morals a bit schewed but still in tact enough to function... cant sleep, too much anger and rage going through my head... all i want to d…