Carissa's entry made me think of how much i think, and i guess i do think a lot.  I just have random thoughts floating in my head, one leading to another. i really like keeping journals because it's fun to express yourself through words, even though I'm really bad.  it's like sometimes i have SUCH A COOL THOUGHT/IDEA in my head....but when i say it out loud it doesn't come out as i expect it

last night i had a dream that there were zombie people doing some strange dance. and then somehow i got hypnotized. i was aware that i was a weird zombie person myself and i could see things happening, but i couldn't control what i was doing. i was floating through the air and doing weird arm movements, like some ballet dance stuff. incredibly odd, but really cool cause i was flying. and i remember leaping on the back of a truck thing who was gonna do something bad. and i hoped off trying to warn someone about them...and that's it...

i was able to get in about 4 miles today which was cool. but i'm extremely lazy. idk if i wanna tomorrow. i'll maybe bike instead. i feel bad when i get sad, because i know i shouldn't, there's much more. but it's normal to be sad right?  so i'm going to describe my sadness. it's like when there is no infinity. like there's a wall, and everything comes to a stop. it feels like you're stuck and you're going nowhere.  i feel that way sometimes when i watch cartoons, because even though cartoons can go beyond what is real....they're just images or wahtever. but ehh i'm feeling alright. because i feel like there's a lot out there to explore. and i love that feeling.