often times when i have a problem i want to wallow in my…

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Posted by: niner0916 Original: 3/18/2007 8:43 PM Views: 1 Comments: 1 eProps: 2 Read Comments Post a Comment Back to Your Xanga Site

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Sunday, March 18, 2007

often times when i have a problem i want to wallow in my own self pity. and cry and cry. i won't even tell anyone my problems because i dont want them to help me. when people try to help, give advice, provide comfort, or anything like that i just shut them off. i wont even think about asking God for strength. i forget all His promises. i'm always so blinded and consumed by pain, anger, depression or rage that i can't focus on what's important. i tend to have a deaf ear when it comes to people trying to tell me something on how to solve a problem. but, i'm going to stop this. i'm going to do what i need to do instead of being selfish. i'm gonna be willing to listen. i wont be shy no more, and i'm gonna tell people my problems cause they're gonna have some wisdom...hopefully.

idk...i notice this with other people too. they spill you all your problems and ask for advice. but then they never take it. they always make up excuses to be sad and stay angry. i kno i've done that a lot. but i don't wanna be like that anymore.

this weekend i was feeling kinda poopy, but now i'm feelin great. i feel such joy and reassurance. good things are on their way soon. i'm excited. if you're reading this i hope you have a wonderful week. i feel like i'm Charlie from the perks of being a wallflower lol.

Posted 3/18/2007 8:43 PM - 1 view - 1 comments