| | things are going well. i just wish i had a different perspective on
life, a more Christ like one. it's like...i live my life in a way
without realizing so much. like i'm doing things and thinking about
stuff subconsciously. i just want to somehow see from a totally
different point of view. i really want to know and understand how much
God loves me. cause i know that he does...but it's so vast that it's
like indescribable and hard to imagine sometimes. like i wish i could love Him the same amount as He loves me? if that makes sense? ahaha idk haha.
eh. i dont know if it's good or not to talk
about "cute" things with people. as in cute qualities in a person.
cause then it just makes you want to find someone with all those
attributes. and it's not cool. sometiems i want to say shut up. but
that would be rude. i should get better at deviating conversations. i
hate this consumer driven society. and the thought that a
boyfriend/girlfriend is fulfilling at this age. ugh i dont like
listening to boy talk...but i must learn to deal with it. |
| | Posted 8/12/2007 11:46 PM - 9 views - 0 comments
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