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  • i had a crazy dream. that haley and i were at a school football game.  and then we went outside the gates. and then we couldn't get in cause we needed to pay for a ticket. so a guy brought us through a room and handed us…
  • i feel relieved. relieved that i got through this week. i couldn't have done it without Him.Overflow was great, it was jsut really good to fellowship cause i seldom go to church and yeah.All A's and a B in math = 4.5 GPA…
  • sympathy is a funny thing. people tell me their problems, and i listen. and i'm truely concerned even though i may not be close with them. i just feel bad when there's nothing i can do to physically help them out. i f…
  • eh. website from adrian.serenity.must. stay. calm. nothing with insults has to do with me. i just need to be tranquil though...and not stressed...cause i know that i'll be able to rest soon....zzzzzzz....zzz...i want to …
  • im back into the groove and filled with much joy (:things are still the same, only that i have a lot more hope. and i should be happy even though i'm going through trials and suffering or whatnot. hummmhomecoming as al…
  • tired.quick to anger.impatient.unfocused.frustrated.undeserving.who i am hates who i've been. help meeeeeeeethis week has just not been one of the best ones. I'm definitely getting farther from the Lord. I've been lett…
  • something that set me off is today a girl in my class was being all b*tchy for no reason. she was yelling at people to pass papers down and called them retards. "Where are the papers?!?! Tell them to pass them down. Wh…
  • i've just been thinking about my friends a lot. and it's just weird how you meet people. and know so many people from different places and by association.  and i put friends into categories. and lately i've been hanging …
  • good good. yesterday i took portrait picture things. omg JcPennys is so stupid. ahahah. deng. my mom was like "yeah she just want to get her school pictures done." so like they got a new system where they use digital cam…
  • yesterday was just wonderful.school was pretty alright, i mean i got through the day well. we lost our field hockey game, but that's okay, we played hard. I even got to see Renelde and Lexie! I was suprised of how Rene…
  • i've been listening to a lot of Relient K. Chapstick, Chapped Lips, and Things Like Chemistry and Mmhmm.my favorite song by them at the momment is When I Go Down I'll tell you flat out It hurts so much to thin…
  • spanish lang-probably  a Benglish- i think a C+...but she grades on progress or something weird, so it'll be pulled hopefullyAP world - 91.4% yay haha barelychem-97.6% or somethingprecal- 84.5%pe- A [:if i average that o…
  • i calmed myself. and today turned out to be awesome.  i got an 88 on my history and 87 on my math. i expected to fail both. i'm content.Thank You.
  • 1331 days since i've joined xanga.anyhow i'm falling back into that grim place of inconsistency; of being disorganized and slowly losing hope. this is not good. it is not fun. it is not mentally healthy. i feel lazy. al…
  • yesterday was my last day of SAT prep classes [: and karla's bday :Dafter my parents dropped me off a crazy person persued them for a couple streets and blocks. what a crazy person. hahah they like almost bumped into my …
  • im kind of crazy sometimes. ive just not been caring much at all lately, not in a bad way as in carelessness...but im a person who worries too much. so yeah ive just been staying really mellow and not stressing out a…
  • i cry too much over petty things.
  • i'm reading The Catcher In The Rye againand i have fallen in love with Holden's character. haha. although i dislike profanity, i just lvoe the way he uses as an adjective for everything. and how he's always doing things …
  • everytime i try to prove a point, i end up being a disrespectful child.

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