Monday, May 19, 2008

• So{LetGo};.x.;CauseTheres~Beauty~In`TheBreakDown`

  so TAKE from me this blade

  [[sign.your.name]]     Across;; mywrists

  so EveryoneWillKnow;;

  Who _LeftMe_ Here     {Like.This}

  
  
  
  
  I somehow always come back;;

  to this fear and this anger
  
  
  
  
  Because;; For reasons unknown
  
  
  
  

  i.AM.scared
  &&
  i.AM.angry
  
  
  

  I’m angry at myself

  [for;;  w a n t i n g

  what i can’t have]
  
  

  
  
  
  I’m angry at him

  [for;;  w a l k i n g  away]
  
  
  

  
  
  
  && you know,

  I’m angry at society.
  

  [for;;   how   we   deal

  with the  u.n.k.n.o.w.n]

  
  
  
  

  
  I mean;;

  
  Nobody would dare make a joke
  If someone dies
  of cancer.
  
  
  

  
  Yet;;

  In movies, in music, on T.V

  They joke
  about.suicide
  
  
  
  
  

  We’ve finally learnt
  not to make f.u.n of
  the `special` kiddz
  
  
  
  

  Yet even adults and teachers
  Turn a [Blind.Eye]

  To the bullying of children with;;

  .Anorexia.
  .Bulimia.
  .Depression.
  
  
  

  
  
  
  In life,
  from a young age

  They’re trying to teach us

  Not to discriminate because of race or colour

  Yet they say
  !nothing!

  Of sexuality.

  
  
  
  

  In life,
  They don’t reward

  The kiddz who deserve it..

  They reward
  The kiddz who need it.

  
  
  
  If they expect you to succeed;;

  [[and you do]]
  it’s nothing special.

  
  
  But if they expect you to succeed;;

  [[and you don’t]]
  it’s tragic.
  it’s .wasted. potential
  it’s just lazy.
  
  
  

  
  
  
  

  && If they expect you to fail;;

  [[and you do]]

  it’s ‘oh well, maybe next time’

  
  
  
  

  But if they expect you to fail;;

  [[and you don’t]]
  it’s sensational
  it’s.miraculous
  it’s extraordinary!

  
  
  

  i mean,

  I get lectures from ALL

  
  
  

  because i’m

  [[`wasting my talent`]]

  when  _the truth_  is

  w h a t  TALENT ?

  
  
  because,

  it’ s not like

  i’m CHOOSING to `waste` this `talent`

  
  because,

  if I HAD a choice,

  I would CHOOSE to write.

  .Obviously.
  

   

  B!Ba <3

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