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I GOT ACCEPTED AT PENN STATE UNIVERSITY. thats my third choice... 2. NYU and 1. UPENN... i cross my fingers
thank you so much to the girls who gave me hopefull comments about my interview with the UPenn woman. IT WENT GREAT. She loved me. She wrote tons of comments and it was like a fluid conversation not just a question/an…
ok i figured that if i wrote a post after a car accident it would be obvious that it wasnt bad... but no one was hurt! my car wasnt even hurt just the other chicks... her insurance guy called today... how exci…
car accident parking ticket terror on the highway massive rain *sigh* is upenn even worth it...doubtful pigged out... yuck for me 163.0 *sigh* fasting asap till thursday...hopefully
another meat less day...it feels really good not that i ate perfectly i prolly kept under 1000 but my period started today so i just shoveled it in...how disgusting tomorrow won't be good either becuause we are …
im vegie now!! i even told my mom cupcakes are offically gone.and im not buying any more of them i binged on ice cream so i dont think im going to be letting myself have any more of that. yogurt is way better…
I feel like i need to get back into the swing of things and what better way than to list all the food i ate today... its really humiliating i ate so much and i wasnt hungry damn me b- monster energy drink (2…
hey girls yesterday sucked a lot i took off a day of school and managed not to eat anything but then i ate some of this taco stuff, and then bought chinese, and then ... i went grocery shopping with mom and bough…
weeks long binge...yes as in multiple weeks...ENDS TODAY! THATS IT! On monday i start PrincessSkeleton's fast the rules are simple Monday < 100 cals Tuesday <200 cals Wednesday - pretty and pure …
ok so today wasn't the greatest, but tomorrow should be much better! im really going to work hard on this i hope everyone else is doing ok on the upside, my mom was cool with the art class thing, though i told…
hey girls! ok my report card kinda sucked i went from 33/571 to 46/571 because im not in all honors this year. i dono, i was really upset about it this morning, but i guess ill get over it. i went and spoke …
hey girls i hope everyone is doing better than me. im hoping my mom is finally off my back i officially cannot wear my ana bracelet anymore bc she knows what it means so thats out but i will try to come up w…
i keep stress eating becuase of these damn apps... and im still trying to make mom think im eating... so yea im going to go at it really hard tomorrow! wish me luck! stopped eating at 9:30 pm lets see how lon…
mom was still on my case today so i pigged out and took every opportunity to tell her about it. i hope that covers it up im sick of food i dont want any pass me the thin please! Fast Start: 11:30pm 11/6 C…
today was ugly im fasting for sure tomorrow mom made me eat damn her
hey girls, i spent today doing really well until i went to friendlys with my friends and had a ton to eat i prolly had about 1000 cals. then i went to work were i was fine until i had a smart ones cheesecake thing...…
160.0 stupid chinese food i had about two bites of chinese and a little bit of ice cream im guessing i stayed under 500...hopefully better tomorrow...thats when the fast starts... i wonder how i can get o…
HEY GIRLS I GOT MY LAPTOP CABLE BACK...YAY!!! IM UP TO 158.5 AGAIN... MY THERAPIST HAD AN EATING DISORDER BUT NONE OF THAT MATTERS BECAUSE I GOT MY LAPTOP CABLE BACK!! Ok now for the real stuff, i at…
still jealous of my friend...i just hope i can get there one day... therapist apt tomorrow...oh joy...cept not really...i wanna tell my mom to give me the money to go to some exercise class instead...i cant talk t…