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CW: 156.5 Well today i was really perky and i ended up binging...a lot b- pbj sandwich l- taco at school d-panera 1/ 2 asagio r.b. sandwich and half a caesar salad roll soda and lots of it not diet s- cook…
CW: 155 (this morning) well i was pigging out and i was about to come home and pig out some more, and my mom farted in the kitchen...and i was so sick to my stomach about it...i didnt eat!!! yay for moms farts...i …
CW (an am weigh in): 155.0 I feel much better now that I am once again closer to my next goal weight of 150. I hope to be in the 140s by next saturday. Hopefully. ill update later. i think my friend and i are …
cw: 160 i cant be 160...i cant stand that i hit the 160s when i tried to eat normally thats just not going to work for me im going back to 500 cals a day i dont care what people say i have to be down into the 140s b…
cw: 157 mom is taking me to a therapist bc of my weight issues and most recent experiments, which i have failed to tell you all about. my paycheck is tiny and i cant pay my bills on time yay for me apparen…
cw (at 5pm) is 156.0...i think this morning was 155.0 but i dont remember so i had a salad, part of a roll, milk, and a chocolate chip muffin for lunch...how piggish, but at least it was part way healthy. i dont…
ugly and fat i dont deserve to lose weight i hate myself that is all
CW: 153.5 but at the very moment it is 157.0 and i will tell you why i was doing so well today...i had a small breakfast and a a large lunch, but i played tennis for 3 hrs so i bured it all off and was 153.0 wh…
CW: 154.5 BMI: 24.6 woke up at 2 and im just not hungry... maybe ill eat later bc i want to go exercising my friend went missing....please pray for her...that she is safe and will come back to us.... mega…
CW: 156.5 BMI: 24.9 % Body FAT: 22.0% Measurements: 36-30-40 (according to my measurements at my friends house) Next Goal: 149 Date: 10/1/05 # of days under 500: 0 what is wrong with me? b- pbj 250 l-…
CW: 155.0 BMI: 24.6 # of days on plan: 0 (ill do full stats once a week) b- special k bar (90) l- pizza, bagel, cream cheese, banana, milk (a lot) d- chinese food (a freaking lot) exercise pacer test in g…
CW: 154 (this morning) ...right now is 156.5 i ate a ton today, bc this binge / fast thing rocks! im hoping to go down more by tomorrow i feel so good about this though... and i won my match at tennis...it was e…
CW 157.5 (even after all that shit, so i only gained 1.5 lbs) FASTING DAY 1 HERE I COME!! WHOOT WHOOT Thinspo: "An ordinary girl, an ordinary waist. But ordinary's just not good enough today." thank you ch…
CW: 156 this morning but i can kiss that good bye b- yogurt (90) l- (was forced to eat) chicken, fries, bbq sauce etc (700) s- 6 chocolate covered doughnuts (390) d- (ate willingly) 10 chicken wings, 1/2 basket…
CW: 157 I ate like a pig today...i couldnt keep myself from going and getting the chicken shoestrings and mashed potatoes at my school for lunch... but i did do two things right... when the team wanted to go for …
We aren't even going to list the stats...i fucked up big time... Over the weekend I not only had very bad chinese food (Again), I had McDonalds and Wendys in the same day...and i was still game for ice cream (but …
MORNING!!CW: 154.5 (I MET MY NEXT GOAL WEIGHT)BMI: 24.6% Body FAT: 21.4%UPCOMING GOAL: 150POUNDS: 4.5DAYS TO GO: 3b- special k bar (90) and an apple (neg)l- peanut butter (300), whip cream (550), chicken (120), hot sauce…
Note: I measured my height...im actually 5'6.5" so im .5" taller than i thought i was! YAY CW: 155.5 (this morning and right now!) BMI: 24.7 (thats in the NORMAL category...not the overweight one!! YAYAYA!!) % B…
CW: 156 BMI: 25.2 % BODY FAT: 26.9% UPCOMING GOAL: 150 POUNDS: 6 DAYS TO GO: 5 Tennis: I got to play third doubles and we kicked major ass!! 6-1, 6-3!! School: Boring as hell! (duh!) Damage: b- pear…
CW: 157 BMI: 25.3 % BODY FAT: 26.9% UPCOMING GOAL: 150 POUNDS: 7 DAYS TO GO: 6 I dont want to make my friends mad but i guess i might if im not careful. Jess im sorry. I'm a total hypocrite. Mom not…
CW: 157 BMI: 25.3 % BODY FAT: 26.9% UPCOMING GOAL: 150 POUNDS: 7 DAYS TO GO: 7 I feel so stupid for thinking that Mr. Mallos, my tennis coach actually wanted me to play. This was the second game i haven't…
I dono my current weight, bmi, or % body fat bc i wasnt home this morning UPCOMING GOAL: 150 DAYS TO GO: 7 Ok i went clubbing but not for long which sucked! And i ate a bunch yesterday and today bc i was at T…
CW: 155 BMI: 25.0 % BODY FAT: 26.9% UPCOMING GOAL: 150 POUNDS: 5 DAYS TO GO: 8 Wow I lost two pounds between yesterday and today! Whoot! And I am going clubbing tonight so i am sure to lose a ton for tomo…
CW: 157.0 BMI: 25.3 % BODY FAT: 26.9% UPCOMING GOAL: 150 POUNDS TO LOSE: 7 DAYS TO GO: 9 ok so anybody wanna hear a funny story...bc im about to tell one I went to work and had nasty chinese food (i …
157 this am...but its ok bc i binged mega last night... im just hoping i dont gain too much tonight bc i had this parfait thing...bah I was sitting in Gov class today and spacing so i took a stab at writing an ana p…
Couldnt weight myself this morning becuase i was running late for school... I fasted today...barely had anything...just a lil water... and i played tennis for about 1/2 and hr...i was a very short match...she sucked …