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ok so i binged at dinner b-skipped l-pizza (350) salad (150) and milk (150) d- taco bell (645) and soda (510) total: 1805...well...yuck but at least im posting again, i really need to be held accountable …
I want this dress for prom...what does everyone think?
I am going to take Fizziwigs's advice and start writing in here more. So far my intake was bad b-slept through l-5 taquitos (500) and nacho chips with guacamole (350), 1.5 cans of diet mtn dew (0) d- not yet,…
i dono what i think im doing....
168.5 minus one pound!!!!! ps. hostel is a shitty movie. i want my 8 bucks back
b- no fear sugar free energy drink (20) l- steak (60) alfredo (350) and ice cream with pb (400) d-chinese (10000000000000) but...i did two of the discs so thats like an hour and a half of exercise...hopefully th…
169.5 yesterday morning...i dono about today yet. yesterday i binged so bad its not even worth telling you about. but i exercised. at least... friday is finals...no breakfast or lunch if i can help it...an…
ok girls im sorry i havent been updating but finals are approaching and im freaking out ergo my serious binge ... taco bell...quesidillia, carmel apple epanada, and a regular taco, large mtn dew no ice, 1/2 a tub of…
i exercised on thursday and friday... im hoping to do it on saturday too. lets just see how i feel. midterms start next friday...yuck! more to come...
thank you dj heavygrinder for being so pretty
ok so i pigged out today. like you wouldn't imagine. so then i took 3 laxies, 2 green tea caps, and 1 b vitmain... i was 173.5 after all my eating but 166.5 this am... i hope i can get back to that at least i…
Thank you girls so much for writing such nice things in my comments! You have no idea how much better that makes me feel. I'm really trying to cope with the sources of my depression. I talked to my mom about it so i…
I'm uncomfortable using the word boy-friend becuase I don't think I'm worth dating. I feel more alone with my blood relatives than i do in a room full of strangers. I don't think i'm worth talking to because im not…
im so ashamed of myself right now. and im failing calc
TUESDAYS POST : coming soon MONDAYS POST 164.5 in the am but i couldnt stop myself ...i was an eating machine b-skipped l-cheese n crackers (165 + 110) hot pocket (200) bread stick (200) salad an…
ok so today i didnt eat all day except after my mom and i got in this big fight. d-chinese (500) s- (at a friends party...everyone was eating) 500 so today my total was like 1000 and it was all in the evening. Succ…
ok girls today starts the two month glamorous new year challenge... i keep wanting to write glamorous new you...same difference. im going to rock this. i had my fill of my favorite fatty foods tonight so tomorrow …