| | Spinning on a swing Mm, I really do love screwing myself over.
I have no more AP exams - I'm finished for the rest of my high school career with that method of torture. For now, I'm spinning in my chair listening to John Mayer instead of doing a speech I should have started writing a week ago and that I need to present tomorrow.
But I had APs, so I didn't start. Now I'm staring at the words I wrote and laughing nonstop.
I'm giddy from the freedom, high from running around with friends and a camera.
I'm still pretty self-conscious about being on camera, especially since my weight has been going up.
I really need to stop eating extra snacks afterschool, and extra servings during dinner.
My new year's resolution to do sit ups every night? Of course it was broken, just like any other resolution.
But I need to get back to that, if I want to lose the extra weight I've gained from sitting around studying and eating.
No matter how many times he threatens to stop me from going, I'm heading to Boston.
Even if I'm alone, I have to do it. It's the only way I can grow up.
I've definitely got to lose weight there; I hope I can come back from college next summer looking different.
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| | Posted 5/12/2008 11:32 PM - 47 views - 1 comments
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