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  • My father is merciful.I was up until 3:00 and I could not finish my outline.I got halfway through before I gave up and passed out on my bed. (I think that's called sleeping, but whatever.)I woke up at 9:30.I was supposed…

  • Yay!Angela Nissel!I'm watching some random show and she's there.I love her book.I'm such a dork.LET'S FINISH THIS OUTLINE BY 2:30 am.Mmhmm.I can live not talking to him online for....three days.I think.

  • He blocked me.He hates me.That may be all I will say tomorrow.I'm in a state of shock.He blocked me.He blocked me.He blocked me.He hates me.He hates me.He hates me.

  • This is the worst time to tell him.Everything in my life is getting better, little by little - But I'm not going to push my luck.I know that if I say it now, I'll be pushed away.So I won't do it.I'll wait until the summe…

  • I'll tell him later.Later as in April 1st.Or maybe I'll chicken out and never tell himand have this feeling never go away.Rejection is the bullet in the gun.It's there, but will it come out and plunge into me, hurting me…

  • You know what?I need to get out of San Francisco-NOW.Just one more day.I'm sorry that I can't spend my free Saturday with Rina or Patty.But staying at home will just make me sit in front of the computer waiting to talk t…

  • 3...2...1.Pretend my head exploded.I can't take AP 74 or 75.I cried because of it.I need to take that AP, damnit. Stupid Ms Rogers, stupid Dr. Yuan, stupid me for forgetting to handin my transcript.I know people are tell…

  • I'm a wreck.A wreck as in an insane car that was speeding down a hill and collapsed into a heap of metal in the middle of a field of daisies.I'm insanely happy!My mood swings are weird. I have then all the time.Sure, in …

  • why.That's what I want to know.I feel like I've put too much trust into one person who I thought was reliable and now the whole world grew silent.Nothing is really happening.Everything spirals down.Depression hurts my le…

  • Please tell me why you aren't talking to me.I miss talking to you.At least reply my IMs.___________________________________Something is wrong.Life is boring is sad.The only thing making me happy is the fact that I found …

  • Okay.No sleep = Get an A on the essay.I shall not sleep on my homework.I shall finish this outline by midnight.I shall sleep by at least 12:30.My eyes are glazing over.Give me RemioRomen, now.You don't have to comment. I…

  • SHIPPAI SHIMASEN! SOU, SOU DA!That's right! I will not fail!Tomorrow's Geometry Honors test shall be an A+!Okay, time to take a shower.But before I do...*suspense* ;]The outcome.I will not tell him how I feel.Not until h…

  • Here's a little secret.hi-mi-tsu.Sure, I like [insert name of person who I like right now who attends the same school as I do].But there is someone else who I like.I don't know how longor whybut I do.I don't want to desc…

  • *honk*

    It's the people who help others who need help the most...When the moon hits your eyelike a big pizza pieTHAT'S AMORE!I need to think things out.I need to sleep away my sickness.Random stuff:> I know something I should…

  • I have learned some things.1. Never run in the rain and then procede to stay up late that night doing homework.2. Don't play calculator games in class.3. Don't procrastinate with Honors homework. Never ever, especially i…

  • Sick.=(

  • I'll assume everyone who reads my Xanga knows that I like a random freshman at my school. (He looks like sen'pai.)If you didn't know, well...now you know.Today I sat in third floor hallway with Dora, Melvin, and Nora. I …

  • I hate not understanding myself.I keep blacking out in front of the computer.I keep thinking about the worst thing possible.And I'm not going to say what because the world will explode.Oh my. It's 9:30.I sat down at 8 pm…

  • A FUN GAME:Let's try and figure out the whole name of the girl that Jason Peanut Butter Tiki Wong likes.Hint: Her first name is Emily. She is Chinese. She is a freshman. She is short.Possibilites: Wong, Lee, Li, Le, Lei…

  • I'm screwed.Screwed for life.My life is messed up.Die, school, die._________________This is not a survey. Just random crap. (What else is new?)A means something I can't seem to get on a test.Buses is where everyone liste…

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