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  • Lisa and I are screwed.We are now scrambling for last-minute internships that are still available.Stupid COSMOS.Stupid College for Teens.Stupid everything.Only a few more days until AP exams.I must memorize my number.My …

  • I cannot express what I'm feeling right now.I felt like I moved on from what I was before.When I participated on stage and screwed up I wasn't scared. I didn't see the audience.Thank goodness for stage lights. Thank good…

  • Since you didn't see it in the last entrybecause I was bitching too muchI'll say it again.The person who I like is you.Not you.Kevin.The end.And what was all the stuff about "people thinking I was cute" about?The only pe…

  • I'll tell him.I'll tell him because I won't see him over the summerand it's not like things are getting any betterso if I'm going to get hurtthen I'll deal with itjust like the restof mylife.Today I was a really pissed o…

  • Who is willing to take me in if I end up running away from home or being kicked out?The one thing I remember is Matthew saying that I can come over anytime.The first house I would go to is Rina's.Why am I saying this?Let…

  • SOME PEOPLENEED TO LEARNTO MIND THEIR OWNBUSINESS.SOME PEOPLENEED TO RESPECT OTHERSAND NOT COMPARETHEM TOANIMALS.SOME PEOPLENEED TO REALIZETHAT OTHER PEOPLEHAVE FEELINGS TOO.I can name one.And I can say that IFUCKING HAT…

  • I am a tragic romantic, eh?Well that guy is a jerk.The one who went all "I'm going to kill myself now" on me.He was joking.That's not a funny joke!He was really touched that I cried because I kinda blamed myself.Ahhh.I c…

  • I kept staring at himduringallofthestationsofthecrossatchurch.All the younger students stared at me. I wonder if they remember me as a graduate two years ago.But I only looked at him.My 8th grader.I stared and stared and…

  • Don't you hate it when you know you're wrongand you keep denying itand then it hits you like a brick?No duh, idiot, you were being a hypocrite all this time,says my conscience.It started when he kept talking about that g…

  • SEE ME?!Well, I'm not actually reading that stupid AP book right now. But I went and bought it. Jeez, it was the only Euro book there besides the Cliff notes one. And the Cliff Notes one was too fat for me. Gah. My arm m…

  • I asked him to the movies.But as friends, of course.He doesn't want to go because he already saw a movie this month.Cheap excuse.Life is shit.I asked for ONE morning to oversleep, and my father says no."You cannot sleep …

  • My opinion about that Chem Honors Test:OCOTPI ARE COOL =]If you took it, maybe you know. Or maybe it was just my version.Lately I've been trying harder at school. I don't know if it motivation from the upcoming SPRING BR…

  • My first everB+in Hoffman's class.It was so weird. Even that guy Calvin (who I think is a bit stuck up, no offense, and he is a little right about being smart...gah) congratulated me. But he got an A.Oh well. B+ is the h…

  • I don't know why I really like him.But the internet is a bitch. It makes you misunderstand people.When I saw him today, I was really happy. He didn't see me at first.I listened in to his interview for Nature Trail.At the…

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