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  • This was NOT on schedule.

    I thought I had myself figured out, I thought I could handle it.And of course, it turns out I'm no superwoman. I can only deal with the humdrum of life for so long, sitting in class until I'm about to scream and smack my…

  • I can't really draw or anything, but in a flurry to forget my problems, I borrowed a friend's tablet and I'm attempting to practice coloring and drawing pretty on the computer. It's hard not using a pencil.And yes, my ha…

  • One sided messages.

    Drowning in the silence of waiting for the bus, I thought about all my one sided crushed. It'd be nice if I could let go of them all, just take every single love letter I've written on paper or in my mind and burn them,…

  • Before I close myself from everything to do homework, before I break down and cry, before I lose it all and scream out the window...I just want to flip off the world.I want everything to STOP. The disappoinment, the disc…

  • Looking up, only to find the RAINDROPS in our eyes.

    You're right, I'm no good...I am consumed by the desire for everything that might have been.The overwhelming drive to be with others, I can't satisfy that urge.I can't fill in the loneliness when I'm stuck in class. Ther…

  • On the outside, looking in.

    Despite the stuffy nose I had yesterday, I was feeling pretty darn good. Backbreaking work out in the open, planting native plants and watching everything happen, I was getting over not seeing him again. I got to think, …

  • "Here we go, my dear..."

    Yesterday is gone, good riddance. I've never had such a bad February 14th before, and I hope I won't ever again. Everything went wrong from the moment I woke up, from having to get back into the loop to staying up late b…

  • Pass the tissues...again.

    It's the second time I've gotten sick this month, and we're not even halfway through February. Sick every other week, damn. I know it's a reflection of the extremely unhealthy lifestyle I've taken nowadays, but I can't h…

  • I'll take that to go, please.

    I drank a Venti Caramel Frappucino today.When I left my friend's house, I could still taste a little caramel on my lips, even though I drank some soda too. I fell asleep on the bus and dreamt of licking caramel off of hi…

  • New Soul.

    I'm a new soulI came to this strange world hoping I could learn a bit about how to give and take. But since I came here Felt the joy and the fear Finding myself making every possible mistake It one of those moments a…

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