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Unplug this stopper!
I am in dire need of STUDYING. After failing a couple of tests (A COUPLE?!), I have realized that I really need to hit the books. A short review session with my friend revealed that not only am I behind right now on a su… -
Green, green, and more green.
Waking up late should be outlawed. Twenty-nine days left until I'm out of school. There's no freedom after that, because I really need a summer job on top of the one I've already got. But seriously, waking up late is hor… -
This is the future!
If you didn't know already, I'm going to cure cancer. And by that, I mean I'm going into medical research. Yes, and I know EXACTLY HOW TO DO THAT. After painstakingly researching vague Google searches, I have draw… -
Empty mailboxes
Another weekend spent doing nothing until the very last moment, when I realize that I have homework and should really start. I don't mind that I'm starting this late, I did get a lot of naps and some quality Avatar time … -
Coke and Poprocks?
Another Friday night spent eating the most unhealthy foods on the planet at school with friends. Just another day in my life, right? The failed poprocks + coke experiment wasn't too bad, because the mixture got me throug… -
new layout, egads!
Just keeping it simple, with the green and all. My mood's been very "green" lately, with spring and all. Hoping for the best for the last stretch of my high school years, I'm slacking off more than ever. What a fantast… -
Accomplished!...or not
Yeah, I was on a roll! Then I sat down in front of my computer just to check something. My accomplished feeling - the one that danced around my head when I typed the title of this blog - is gone. It's gone for good. I ca… -
Missed two days, wish I never went back.
I am SO HUNGRY. Okay, never mind. I got myself a bowl of cereal...and there it goes. Second bowl of cereal. Anyway, what did I want to say? Oh. Right. I'm greedy. Yes I am. I'm not really going anywhere with this entry. … -
extending the weekend
After having fun all weekend, I screwed myself over by waking up sick. I hate it when I sleep when I'm sick. It's good for my body, but it's just not the same as sleeping in all day on my own free will. I woke up late in… -
The closing door is fast approaching...
It's surprising how easy it is to comprehend the end of high school, yet it's difficult to put into actual words. I could go on and on about "new beginnings" and all the change I experienced in high school. That's a lie,… -
And I know it's only in my mind...
A whole week after watching the musical Les Miserables at school, I can't get over it. I cried when Eponine died - for some weird reason, I relate to her. My situation isn't as bad as her, but it hurts when I watched her… -
the ringing of the phone
I waited and waited. That boy doesn't listen to his voicemails, does he? I'm hoping that the reason why he isn't picking up the phone is because he's out of town. When I think about it, he's probably in Japan or somethin… -
allow me to get carried away, please
Like I said, he's a drug. I'd give anything to be near him, just to see him. Uncontrollable urges to run out of class to where he is takes over. Thinking about him is the next best thing to getting my mind away from all … -
Id vs. Super-Ego
I swore to myself that I'd give up if he said no, or if he didn't show up. Even though he showed up in the end, my mission to ask James to senior prom was never set into motion. There were so many things against it - mai… -
How come I'm not singing?
I really don't know what's worse - the regretting my actions or regretting what I haven't done. Right now, it's probably the latter. I definitely know that I'm missing out too much on life, so I've got to get going. The … -
Things I shouldn't learn about.
There are things I wish people never taught me. For example, I vaguely remember someone telling me about the danger of car accidents a few days before I was actually hit by a car. There was also the time when my teacher … -
Birthdays and friends.
Another birthday today - this time it's Melissa's turn to step into the world of grown ups. And because she's a great friend and an Avatar fan, I use the best picture of Aang ever. Interestingly enough, I didn't really g… -
Running into the sun.
Despite the amount of energy being sucked out of me by my pointless classes (English and Health Ed, absolutely required), I am fine. I dream of running onto the beach with inner tubes; I even drew it for my homework assi… -
Words on top of words.
An old entry from my MySpace that I deleted. Written August 8, 2006. It's amazing how little I've changed in nearly two years. Or really, all my life. I've always cried, felt alone. The normal feelings everyone else feel… -
The last thing I want to see.
I can accept the fact that I'm just a messed up child. I have hormones, schoolwork, and my father to blame it on. But I never wanted to see my brother be like me. I didn't want to be the one watching him cry, hearing him… -
Birthday wishes and the symphony.
I'm one of the few left sitting in my childhood. Happy 18th to Dora! There's still 7 long months until I have to start worrying, so I'll just kick back and relax. I got my Calculus test over with, and now all I've got to… -
Go, go, go!
The mood swings are getting more insane. Drowning in the sea of numbers and dollar signs, I cry for help. There's no help. It's only me. The only way out is to throw myself in the raging river of high school and get thro…
novemberwind
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- Name: Alexandra
- Country: United States
- State: California
- Birthday: 11/13/1990
- Gender: Female
- Member Since: 9/8/2003
