Friday, December 07, 2007

• dreams....

  ya' ever had someone that, no matter how hard u try, u just can't get them outta' u'r head???? well i know i guy and for about the past four days i've had so many dreams about him.... i know i'm really young and that i don't know this guy as well as i should but i just know that im crazy over this dude! it's insane! i don't really know whats going on inside this mess i call a brain! but....well.... lets just put it this way....it's very confusing! and it's making me very irritable.... and i'm trying to do better....but all's i know is that despite all this crap about a stupid boy....that 2008 is gonna' be my YEAR! i'm gonna try and get a new hair cut, some new clothes, and a brand new attitude! it's gonna be soo awesome you people's won't even recognize me! it's gonna be soo much fun....2007 ad t be one of the worst years of my life! i was anorexic, emo, and all that crap! and i hated myself for it....but now im gonna be soo different you people won't even be able to tell that it's me!  or at least those of you who actually know KNOW me won't be able to tell....i'm dont with all this dieting and starvation! i want to be different! i'm sick and tired of not being satisfied with myself! it gets on my last freaking nerve! but.... if anything im gonna be eating as healthy as i can and working out alot! im gonna be nicer, (try to be) smarter, both academicly smart and street-smart, im gonna try my hardest whenever it comes to school, im gonna be so much more friendly, happy, but not preppy, and im just gonna be me! it's gonna be soo awesum! (and yes im still trying to work on my xanga site) well....i love all yall! gimme tons of comments!

   

                              luv yall

                                    ashley<33

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