| face ityou just wont understand urself... so how can her... and you know already what is it like...of you are... so you may not going to get you anyway... hahaha... to me... well... i know what i know... and i dont know what i dont.. shit... i hate this moment... of losing... of defeat... of insecurity... of not able... of anything less... as the fact of life... that is never going to be fair... and will always be in limbo... i wud always love to walk across that bridge... although its not yet walkable... hahaha... the shitness... aiyooo... why can i.. oh why.. is it because im comfortable with what i am now... or just afraid of these small changes... which will might be big... tru time... and its a good thing... it is tho..really.. as it teaches me a different story of almost anything.. dear me.. calm down.. its not like the end... like you can ever see that finish.. fucked face of mine.. splash
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- goodbye sky harbor |
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| last callraya is tomorow... and im wishing everyone who reads this... selamat hari raya.... happy eid.... and forgive all of my wrong doings in zahir and batin... hmm... the celebration is really different this time... i feel it better than last year... as last year's raya i only got two days of holiday... but this time two weeks bebeh... and for other things that happens... im glad... the way we preceive others... sumtimes paints our true self... and me myself am not sure what shade i had... but the person with you might see it... cause you urself... cant look at yourself... unless theres a reflection of urs in your eyes.. and i dont like me at times... i wish i see for who i am not...and not for who i am.. cant wait to eat like mad... rendang... ketupat.. and lemang... the most fav of all favorite menu of mine... for all time sake... real
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- lesson learned |
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| luar biasathis time... one step at a time... please... nothing i can do bout that one passed by... and im always afraid at the ones in front... buckle up... and just roll... if fall.. get back... try again... and youll get it in the end... if its meant... and it is... custom
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- the plan |
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| kembalibefore i actually type... i did tot alot on what to write down... but i am not in mood now... and the college has started since july... and raya is coming soon... i miss me back then... word
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| ongoingits seems the aneeza thing is over.... just a one time thing i guess.... haish.... ive been in soo many bad situations and out of luck lately.... maybe because of the cosmic movement plus the global warming... lol..... i injured my wrist last friday... thank god i can still write and type.... off to college now... got shiets to do... submission submission submission... sub... mission... love rlp |
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