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i want to be able to tell you everything i'm thinking&have you not think differently of me.
the moments we held each other are the moments i desire to have back more than anything else.
all that i was waiting for was for you to fell that way again. now why am i not satisfied.
i hide myself from past memories, and fear the comings of the future.
when you find a new love, you must forget all past heartache, and love them as if you've never loved before.
i never wanted to cause you as much pain&heartache as i caused myself.
even though i'm over it, it still hurts like hell. even though it seems like it, i have yet to forgive you. even though i told you i loved you, that doesn't mean i meant it. even though you think everything's okay, i still want nothing to do with you. but only because you mean so much to me, am i putting it in the past.
i will only give you the best, since i've already gotten the best of you.
why couldnt i realize you were all that i needed for the rest of my life. why can i still not realize that.
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| i found some old notebooks with a lot of stuff i wrote in 'em... so i'll add some of it i guess.
how is it that i still love you
after all the pain you put me through.
how is it you still have my heart
after you kept breaking it apart.
how is it my loves still there
after all the times you didnt care.
if he loves you, why does he lie?
if he really cares, why does he make you cry?
if he wants you, why does he cheat?
if you're hi queen, why aint he kissin your feet?
if you're his only one, why doesn't he care?
if he needs you, why isn't he there?
if he's the only one for you,
why doesn't he love you too?
a friend is someone who won't decieve you,
someone who will always believe you.
a friend is someone who truly cares,
someone who will always be there.
a friend is someone that will have your back,
someone who's trust will never lack.
a friend is someone who loves you with all their heart,
someone who hates when you're apart.
wouldn't it be great if he loved you as much as you love him.
if he cared as much as you.
if he wanted you as much as you want him.
if he actually gave a damn.
if he wanted to heart your voice as much as you want to hear his.
wouldn't it be great if you made him near as happy as he makes you.
if his life revolved around yours.
if he wanted to talk to you as much as you want to talk to him.
if he dedicated his life to you.
wouldn't it be great if he didnt lie to you as you dont lie to him.
i dont know if i really love you,
or if its just that i dont want to.
i dont know if you're the one for me,
or if its just an image that i see.
i dont know if you really care,
or if you'll ever actually be there.
i dont know if i wanna be with you,
or if this love is really true.
i dont know if you're a better day,
or if you're just another rock in my way.
i dont know if you'll ever have my heart,
or if you'll just keep breaking me apart.
comments pwease.<3
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my biggest fear,is that you'll find someone better+not want me anymore.
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if i tell you how i really feel,
will i just be making a fool out of myself?
lay out under the twinkling night sky with me,
as we talk of old times, and rekindle our love.
remember-
we said we'd be together forever.
why throw away the perfect life over a mistake.
if you'll listen to all i have to say,
i'll tell you how i've already planned our life together.
it's these night where i'm left here alone
that all our memories come back to haunt me.
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| the fact that i got over you so fast just shows that it was a waste of time to begin with.
you can lie all you want, but that will never hide you from the truth.
if you can't see yourself with someone in the future, don't waste your time putting up with their shit.
your lies are uncovered
your truths unfold
you say i'm the one you want
but it's her you hold
so fuck your ways
and fuck all you are
all you do is lie
and it didn't get your very far
the deception in your eyes,
glows from deep within.
the ignorance in your lies,
will never let you win.
you've changed from the beginning,
you're not my father anymore.
you lied and went against me.
fed the demons at your door.
the ways that you've forsaken me,
will never leave my head.
and all through my mind,
run the things that you've said.
your promises of time,
and proving that you care.
but these promises are a joke.
for you are never there.
you make a poor excuse,
for everything you do.
i disown you as my father,
i'm not putting up with you.
comments pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeee.
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